Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Deep State Wars - They Know Exactly What They Are Doing - 2/22/22


This will be just another journal entry today, and a set of links posted at the bottom. My energy has been scattered in a hundred directions as usual, mostly just trying to rest & recover from the exhausting 12+ hour shifts in a mostly-captured operation. I hit the floor running in a futile attempt to get all meds passed, all necessary treatments, assessments, and charting completed. It's impossible. I try to make this clear to administrators and others above me--it really cannot be done. With each passing year, the number of patients on complicated polypharmacy regimens increases, and the number of psychiatric issues have increased over my 20+-year career. The number of diabetics and people with a very long list of ailments have all increased with no adequate adjustment in staffing to compensate. Then came the pandemic with questionable authorities promising it would kill hundreds of millions like they knew for sure--possibly even billions. some speculated. They initially told us the pandemic arose naturally from a bat in a wet market. Evidence emerged later that we were lied to about this and effective therapeutics like hydroxychloroquine and Ivermectin, but early on and continuing even today, we're pushed to focus all of our energy "protecting" the vulnerable with masks, gowns, face shields, and hand washing until our hands are cracked and bleeding, and the trash is overflowing with used PPE that China has sold us. And, of course, the unquestionably “safe and effective” mRNA “therapeutics” that authorities are calling vaccines after they changed the definition of vaccine. The scale of corruption and criminality is mind-numbing. 

In states like California, that "protection of the vulnerable" included sending the COVID positive to  understaffed nursing homes where good isolation measures are not really possible. I speculate that the owners were lured with money from the vaccine industry. The entire healthcare establishment is captive to a corrupt Big Pharma. Few dare speak out about it, and when they are caught on record by real journalist operations like Project Veritas (see Veritas Visuals (Bitchute): FDA EXECUTIVE OFFICER EXPOSES CLOSE TIES BETWEEN AGENCY AND PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES), they attempt to retract, kissing the rings of their slave masters, begging for forgiveness because they don't want to give up their 6-, sometimes 7-figure salaries. If it were only that, it would be one thing, but ultimately, it's a creepy S&M cult at the very top with a few like Weinstein, Epstein, Prince Andrew, and recently Jean Luc Brunel getting thrown under the bus. Every few months the "elites" admit there's that one bad apple, they've fixed the problem, and they promise the entire barrel isn't completely rotten. There's no systemic corruption, definitely no sadism, and most certainly not systemic pedo-sadism at the very top of powerful leadership circles in government, industry, regulatory agencies, and of course religion if you count thousands of years now of Vatican leadership getting caught again and again ad nauseum. That would be horrid, wouldn't it? 

I say the quicker we recognize this horrific problem, the quicker it will be fixed for good. And the quicker we would see a lot of seemingly unrelated social ills get fixed. Again, the "elites" swear this isn't a problem, just kooky conspiracy theory. The "elites" couldn't possibly conspire. Power no longer corrupts, they promise. Get into the back of the van with Creepy Joe and his creepier son Hunter. If you happen to wake up on the side of the road with unspeakable areas of your body sore or bleeding, don't say a thing. They're coming for the kids next, literally and metaphorically. 

Nearly 10 years ago when I started this blog, few were discussing this ugly problem. I knew there was an alliance of insiders completely aware of the horrific issues, doing what they could to expose and stop it, but I speculated that they recognized that many couldn't handle the truth. The problem is, however, it's hitting home today with the reality of child trafficking exposed--an even greater problem now with Creepy Joe's open borders, and especially with vaccine mandates for children. The mandates make no sense when you consider their unconstitutionality, the blatant human rights infringement, and the still-experimental nature of this mRNA technology for adults and children; how early trials in animals were stopped because the ferrets all died of antibody dependent enhancement (ADE). It makes no sense when considering the https://vaers.hhs.gov/ data emerging with a skyrocketing number of dead and disabled after these experimental injections. The mainstream media is complicit with it's dismissal of this real science, and it's because many of their executives were on Jeffrey Epstein's plane, or bribed with money collected through his or similar blackmail schemes. This medical tyranny only makes sense if you accept that we have sadists and very sick parasitic humans with hidden agendas at the very top making policy decisions and mandates. They have no power if we all say no in large numbers. It goes against our human nature, however, to oppose authority--even corrupt authority, as psychological experiments like the Asch, Milgram and Stanford Prison Experiments all showed years ago. This is exactly how Nazi Germany came about. Therefore, I may have a lifelong career in rehabilitation nursing, even after the blackened souls fighting to stay in power are gone. 

I am one of a very small percentage of people where I work that have had the gall to say no and demand a religious exemption to this tyrannical vaccine cult membership. This description may seem to be hyperbolic, but with some consideration and intellectual honesty, some brave healthcare professionals have come to similar conclusions (see https://rwmalonemd.substack.com/p/mass-formation-psychosis?utm_source=url). I refuse to wear the mask where ever possible and will not enforce the mandate whenever possible because even the mask is affecting us all in physiological and psychological ways. Ultimately, the masks are negatively impacting our overall health, including the immune system. The tyrants mandating the masks know exactly what they are doing.  


Some of my colleagues have come to me as the deadline for the third booster approaches. I am urging them to find Jesus right now, and develop a personal relationship with our benevolent God Who has given most of us an amazing immune system, and all of us cheap and effective antivirals, medicinal plants of all kinds for us to utilize for all of our healthcare issues. We also are living in one of those brief and special times that happen every so often when all life-forms on Earth are given an opportunity to advance in evolution. I don't have much to back this up except for the indigenous lore like the Mayan Calendar and other sacred traditions, channelers like Lee Carol, and the layers of fossil record that have documented these times. And deep within my heart, my discernment tells me this is the case. I think the tyrants also know about this, and they know their time is short. This is why we are seeing a doubling-down of their true nature. 

A treasure trove of open source "scientific" information exists on NIH/PubMed and other reputable sites regarding plant medicine. A few naturopaths are still in practice, and there are thousands of conventional doctors quietly encouraging their patients to explore more natural remedies like beet root, turmeric, cinnamon, etc. There are many message boards and sites like https://nootropicsexpert.com/ that include the general public in the scientific method process. The corrupt establishment pretends to care about science, yet they ignore mountains of relevant data or try to hide it at every turn (see https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/policy/healthcare/judge-scraps-75-year-timeline-for-fda-to-release-pfizer-vaccine-safety-data-giving-agency-eight-months). Message boards and other dissenting websites such as mercola.com have an aspect to them that includes traditional peer-reviewed science as well as the inclusion of the general public's experience as they utilize the protocols or other practices that compete with Big Pharma. We have a basic human right to take part in the development of real science as it was meant to be done via VAERS.gov, even vaccine injury self-help groups on places like Facebook that get censored in the name of (crooked) science. Every time I hear "The science is settled..." I want to scream, NO, IT IS NOT. The process of real science is ongoing and fluid. We have an internal compass provided to us by God to help guide us while fixing our diseases, personally and in the larger public. My internal compass usually calms me down and encourages me to not scream. I try to dialogue in a loving way. Some people may be lost for this lifetime, however, and I have to allow them their right to freewill. If they choose to be bullied into the COVID Booster Cult, that is their choice. I can only take solace in this current life not being the end of the story. I am comforted by my spiritual leanings.

I believe that when Jesus told his followers, "You must be born again" and when in the Bible the author mentions a time when people are raised from the dead, it was meant to be a reference to reincarnation. Every lie shall be revealed during these times, and the Vatican's cover-up of reincarnation is no different, I am confident. What they did with Jesus' teachings is a kind of limited hangout. It is a roping off of the kind of empowerment Jesus meant for us to attain. I have held this belief from a very young age despite it being very taboo in the Christian culture that I grew up in. I am reassured by the convictions of my heart as well as a more cerebral understanding of the history of tyranny these powerful entities once had. Their power has been waning in that this time around, the tyrants cannot get away with hanging or burning people for the mere belief in reincarnation. With each passing generation over the last few hundred years, most can agree that today we see less racism, sexism and other cultural trends leaning toward the acceptance of bad behavior in general. Things like slavery have had to go deep underground. The darkest of elements, those groups practicing generational pedosadism have had to be hidden away with great care, a capsule of insulation that includes bribery, blackmail and murder. Nobody in the wealthy Hollywood circles dare talks about the casting couch for 5-year-olds without risking the loss of their comfortable lifestyles, maybe even their life like Isaac Kappy did. Like a hidden infection this scourge has led to sapping energy from humanity as a whole. 

I pray every day that my family and I live through this increasingly more obvious Deep State War that is global. There are hints that we are coming close to a crescendo. More releases from Special Prosecutor Durham's office, the continued efforts by people everywhere to bring truth to light regarding hidden corruption, especially the 2020 Presidential Election fraud, and the rising consciousness as evidenced by the massive peaceful protests going on worldwide, lately in Canada by truckers, even despite the belligerently tyrannical crackdown by Trudeau, tell me that we are close. Regarding the endgame matters, I like to read or listen to a variety of researchers whose expertise is economics. Dave from https://x22report.com/, Wayne Jett on https://classicalcapital.com/author/wayne-jett/ and Ben Fulford whose site https://benjaminfulford.net/ have all been chronicling this war with a focus on the economics side. They indicate that a large component in winning this war is the ending of the Federal Reserve's criminal fiat currency system that we have currently sputtering. It is an elaborate pyramid scheme created by war and disease profiteering dynasty families likely behind this "pandemic" in an attempt to distract from massive election fraud and transition us into a global Marxist-Communist system. It may seem far-fetched, but all of this seems unlikely until you study it enough. It is a tangled and convoluted mess that our next generations will be studying for hundreds of years.

https://aflds.org/news/post/ottawa-dr-paul-alexander-respected-epidemiologist-speaks-to-protesters-may-have-been-arrested/

X22 Report (Bitchute): EP. 2709B - UKRAINE IS A MONEY LAUNDERING MACHINE FOR THE [DS], NOTHING CAN STOP WHAT IS COMING

https://projectcamelotportal.com/2022/02/12/kerry-was-live-on-conservative-patriot-nation-on-telegram/

https://www.foxnews.com/media/cnn-producer-under-criminal-investigation

https://thepostmillennial.com/facebook-exec-fired-after-allegedly-caught-in-child-sex-sting/?utm_campaign=64470

Thrivetime Show (Rumble): Transhumanism | Klaus Schwab and Dr. Yuval Noah Harari Explain The Great Reset / Transhumanism Agenda

https://rumble.com/vvlesr-pfizer-child-death-toll-16-year-old-baseball-player-dies-days-after-pfizer-.html

https://www.react19.org/

https://americasfrontlinedoctors.org/news/post/cdc-pushes-2nd-booster-for-immunocompromised-despite-health-risks/

craigmason (Bitchute): "CONCENTRATION CAMP"-LIKE HOSPITALS, 10 YEAR OLD W/HEART ATTACK: FRONTLINE NURSE NICOLE SIROTEK…

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-fallible-mind/202202/striking-link-between-vitamin-d-levels-and-omicron

https://conservativedailypost.com/pfizer-docs-ordered-released-by-court-show-158893-adverse-events-over-25k-nervous-system-disorders/?utm_source=Email&utm_medium=PostUp&utm_campaign=CDP%20Newsletter%20RSS%202nd%20send%20-%20Engaged

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10537161/CDC-refusing-publish-data-collected-booster-effectiveness-aged-18-49.html

pgunnels (Rumble): Patel Patriot's Devolution Part 17: From Ukraine With Love!

KanekoaTheGreat (Rumble): Dr. Peter McCullough On Lost In Trust In The Medical System

KanekoaTheGreat (Rumble): Dr. Peter McCullough Has Lost Professorships And Committee Positions For Treating Patients Early

https://www.globalresearch.ca/video-whistleblower-canadian-army-major-stephen-chledowski-breaks-ranks-spills-truth/5770195?utm_campaign=magnet&utm_source=article_page&utm_medium=related_articles


Saturday, January 22, 2022

We Are The News Now 🎥 Deep State War Update 1/22/22


 


This month's post is more of a journal entry but completely relevant to the macrocosmic picture of what's going on around the world, this New Renaissance journey we're experiencing right now as humanity grows up, gets some courage and deals with setting boundaries on real tyranny and mass hysteria.

A few weeks ago, I heard that a very close family member was quite sick with COVID. She was out of state but close enough for me to drive to and do my best for. I didn't know if she'd let me set up effective telemedicine protocols, or if she just wanted comfort measures and be allowed to pass. I honestly didn't know if the Zelenko Protocols would work at this stage or if my own personal naturopathic protocols would protect me in this situation. When you really love someone, and I'll add when you pray and believe in a higher/benevolent force in the universe--call that God or whatever, courage or the energy to do what needs to be done arises spontaneously. And in my experience, things tend to work out better than expected.   

Another family member was able to make contact first. She too was COVID-infected, but not as sick. She did what she could given her fatigue and other symptoms. She tried to encourage this very sick family member to go to the hospital, and she refused. I don't blame her. The situation within the industry is so bad now that Nuremberg 2.0 is a certainty. The screenshot below sums it up and aligns with my sentiments as a seasoned nurse who's been working in an increasingly dysfunctional industry, especially over the last decade. The last two years have been utterly appalling. In many once well-respected hospitals it's not just criminal--it's pure evil right now. Where I work I battle daily with morbid levels of toxic groupthink, routine violations of labor laws, patient rights (human rights), even fraud and suspected abuse, but at this point the regulators, managers--everyone appears to be excusing the lawlessness because of the emergency "pandemic" situation. Otherwise good doctors acknowledge that science is being distorted with regards to the "vaccines", and the truly effective, inexpensive therapeutics, "but the CDC says we gotta do this," one doctor admitted as he cringed.


Anyway, back to this family member's situation. I was happy to leave, and obviously would have left even if my work life was perfect. When I arrived--it just happened to be Christmas. My very sick family member had lung sounds and vital signs typical of bilateral pneumonia without sepsis. I let her know that I would do whatever she needed or wanted. I could be her "Hospice" nurse or I could help her fight this and hopefully beat it. She chose to fight, so I began sharing my naturopathic protocol right away. She has a backyard full of citrus trees loaded with ripe fruit, so I also had access to some supercharged supportive measures to keep her from getting sicker. Two days later we were able to speak with a practitioner utilizing a protocol similar to Dr. Zelenko's. The next day we had an oxygen concentrator to improve her oxygen levels. 

It took a few days to get the Ivermectin, dexamethasone, budesonide and monteleukast. First. off, the major chains won’t fill the prescriptions, so you have to find an independent pharmacist that hasn’t been compromised by the Build Back Better crew. Getting the nebulizer for the budesonide was also another case-management feat. I won't boor any reader with the details, but the system is broken in countless ways. I routinely spend a ridiculous amount of time making phone calls, navigating answering system robo-assistants, spending time on hold, and repeating myself as patiently as possible so I don't trigger the over-worked and underpaid medical assistants, just making sure everyone has the right fax number and orders get communicated effectively. 

With every day that passed over these past few weeks, this dear family member's health improved in several measurable ways. It was my joy to be able to provide the kind of holistic care I learned over 20 years ago in nursing school, but have never had the chance to fully implement until now. Lately my patient has made improvements in some areas that have her in better condition than she was just a few months ago. She made amends with a friend (a life-long best friend) who she almost wrote off because of a difference they had and her friend's move to another state. Her friend just happened to be in town yesterday, and we're all visiting today now that quarantine has lifted. Both she and I recently tested negative. 

I am 52 years old with no signs/symptoms of COVID illness/infection at all during this entire process, despite the dire warnings from medical experts like Creepy Joe, Bill Gates, and Brian Stelter. Neither one of us or the friend visiting today received the "safe and effective vaccine" (aka pseudotherapeutic transhuman slave-maker technology) that real experts are saying will actually destroy the immune system. We, like many people worldwide who’ve said “no”, have a history of thinking for ourselves and are having a nice visit at the time of my writing. We’re watching the Trump Rally pre-show on RSBN.  

I once heard it takes at least 3 weeks to change bad habits or implement good ones. I also think about "change theories" and how sometimes the will to change comes only after a life-threatening event happens. We're at that point about now under this roof literally and metaphorically. Years ago President Trump predicted the storm. Q-posts forewarned of the the precipice. Juan O’Savin frequently speaks of a near-death experience for the U.S. The Alliance seems to be waiting for some markers or events to happen before they step in and end the grossly treasonous lawlessness. Or perhaps they’re doing everything they can do, and more of the public needs to step up by simply not complying with medical tyranny. 

With regards to the Great Awakening and the avalanche of "data dumps" promised years ago by Alliance insiders, there's so much to unpack. Project Veritas' recent work seemed like the biggest boom to me. Then there's the little, sometimes funny booms, the kind you feel when you're handed a sticker...


And then you go online and web-search "I did that" and the search engine auto-fills “Biden Sticker”.


And then you share the picture with someone who tells you they just saw the sticker in the grocery store pointing to an overpriced item. Let the truly peaceful protests begin.

🤣😝🤣😜 🤣😝🤣😜 🤣😝🤣😜


 

https://www.theamericanconservative.com/dreher/darpa-covid-whistleblower-blockbuster-covid-fauci/

EP. 2677B - THE WORLD IS BEING BROUGHT TO A STALEMATE, INSURANCE POLICY PUT INTO PLACE, STRINGS CUT

https://magainfo.tv

https://www.worldtribune.com/unexpected-and-heartbreaking-thousands-flood-abc-affiliates-facebook-page-with-vaccination-horror-stories/?fbclid=IwAR3i9rmAQjELSmyvT1f70rgAO4-6qYDMigEZZeWv3KOURaixiI-vaT5d18M

https://www.fulcrumnews.com/blog/2022/1/15/viral-helicopter-warns-beachgoers-in-la-orange-county-of-possible-incoming-tsunami

https://t.me/SidneyPowell/2836

https://t.me/RealGenFlynn/1981

https://t.me/RealGenFlynn/1975

https://assets.publishing.service.gov.uk/government/uploads/system/uploads/attachment_data/file/1027511/Vaccine-surveillance-report-week-42.pdf

"WE GOT HIM ON THE RUN AGAIN" SEN. MARSHALL TORCHES FAUCI ON MILITARY DOCS RELEASED BY VERITAS

Devolution Power Hour (Rumble): Patel Patriot's Devolution Power Hour - 1-22-22


Wednesday, December 22, 2021

Medical Tyranny: Deep State Wars Update 12/22/21

I wonder how many children need to die or be severely disabled before the “elite” criminals pushing medical tyranny in places like Australia, Austria and Germany (Tyranny Lite where I live in California) see Nuremberg 2.0? 

Between the manufacturer’s attempts to bury the damning facts for over half a century, thankfully being challenged in court; a kind of studied nonobservance of the VAERS and other data (see https://brownstone.org/articles/79-research-studies-affirm-naturally-acquired-immunity-to-covid-19-documented-linked-and-quoted/) by so-called leaders in public health; efforts to just dismiss the Nuremberg Code in parts of Europe; the anecdotal things we are seeing everywhere (Young Athletes Worldwide  “Mysteriously” Dying after COVID Shots), and still the doubling down on mandates despite overwhelming evidence globally that these mRNA technologies being sold as vaccines are neither safe nor effective for as much as 30% of those who receive it—evidence hidden or misrepresented by the dynasty media, brought to us by Pfizer, not to mention how this all began—with the apparent bioweaponization of a cold virus and associated patents filed for it years ago: There is emerging evidence of a clear goal here, and that is to kill or effectively disable as many healthy people as possible and to traumatize those who manage to live through this Second Holocaust. With each passing month, there’s another revelation that’s damning to the pro-Vax narrative, and I am only more convinced we have liars, fraudsters, and now fully-committed mass-murderers running much of the world right now. I can only imagine the criminals also expect a resulting Stockholm Syndrome effect for the survivors, all while raking in a fortune on these crimes against humanity. I’ll add they want us distracted from an avalanche of evidence proving 2020 election fraud beyond a shadow of a doubt and other events like the Ghislaine Maxwell trial, AND the recent Jussie Smollett and Kyle Rittenhouse verdicts. These are politically charged, yet highly vindicating events, like the breaking news today as I begin this post of more forensic evidence confirming Barack Obama’s birth certificate to be an elaborate forgery (see https://www.foxnews.com/politics/arizona-sheriff-arpaio-unveils-findings-of-obama-birth-certificate-probe). The Deep State War has been going on quietly for decades now, but it's all unravelling now for those willing to just consider the mounting evidence . Obama appears to be their crown jewel Manchurian Candidate. Hillary was supposed to be the finisher. Yet ultimately we have a more pressing life and death questions to ask right now.   

When will we have enough evidence? When will there be enough consensus to raid government and pharmaceutical executives’ offices, hauling what appear to be narcissistic psychopaths in front of a global tribunal? How many have to die or be damaged for life? Millions? Or must it number in the billions with a significant portion of them being school-aged children?

https://www.americanthinker.com/blog/2021/12/the_eu_chief_has_a_plan_to_gut_the_nuremberg_code.html

As I sit in the dentist office wearing a mask, now personally choosing to wear it more for the people whose immune systems are decompensating from booster after booster than the mask mandate alone, contemplating this heavy question, my thoughts are  interrupted by wondering whether the dentist is exhausted because of spike proteins attacking his lung tissue. I don’t ask him as this is a personal matter, but I do volunteer that my daughter is not going to university this year because of the draconian experimental COVID treatment mandates that are killing healthy young people. He agreed with me and made it known that he is well aware of young athletes dropping dead after the shot. I breathed a sigh of relief sensing from what he disclosed that he may have gotten an initial COVID injection, but he’s probably not on the indefinite booster plan. His children are likely on home study or at a university in a sane US State.  

Later that morning I saw the clerk at the small town pharmacy counter not wearing a mask, no sign on the door declaring compliance with arbitrary and unconstitutional mandates. I also saw a customer whom I recognized from church when I went years ago also not wearing a mask. We had a nice chat about our present situation and the brave steps we’re all taking.  “We’re over it,” the clerk said. Meanwhile, however, the mass hysteria continues in pockets of the community where I live and work.

I personally vacillate between anger and resignation, waiting patiently at times for the mass hysteria to end. I communicate daily with people regarding effective treatments, prophylactic lifestyle and the emerging evidence that can no longer be dismissed. How many boosters will it take?  How many dead or disabled children, relatives, friends and coworkers? How much obviously now—malevolent disruption in our lives will we tolerate?

Stew Peters Show (Bitchute): CDC Admits Vaxxed Parents Killing Unvaxxed Kids! The Danger is Real!

https://www.roguereview.net/full-clip-senator-ron-johnson-exposes-the-truth-about-the-jab/

X22Report (Bitchute): EP. 2658B - THE INSURRECTION OCCURRED ON 11.3, JAN 6 DETAILS EMERGE EXPOSING THE [DS] OPERATION

X22Report (Bitchute): EP. 2656B - PROOF TO BEGIN 11.3, IRON EAGLE, LONG TERM SOLUTIONS 

And We Know (Rumble): 12.19.21: THIS W@R is SPIRITUAL! Entities exposed, FEAR is their lethal WEAPON! We MUST PRAY!

Thursday, October 21, 2021

Flat Earth as Regression into 2D Consciousness & Other Thoughts - 10/22/21

https://t.me/LogicalBrad/1270

Anyone who’s ever taken the rabbit hole tour into Flat Earth logic knows this topic is fraught with contentiousness, yet somehow Flat Earthers can make an interesting argument. It’s a faulty one, in my opinion and requires burnout (of neurotransmitters) and yet an ironic ability to see different perspectives. It also requires a halfway good working knowledge of physical sciences and the ability to call out flaws in mainstream narrative. It’s commendable, but it’s short-circuited logic.

The camp I’m more aligned with tends to call Flat Earth a psy-op, but the thought needs to be developed a little further in order to not divide ourselves. Right now we need unity in order to stay afloat. SGTReport and others like him have a number of guests that make the strangely compelling Flat Earth argument, and perhaps one day I will flesh this whole thing out in more detail, but it’s a rabbit hole tour for another day. 

I’m just going to present the final chapter right now in saying that Flat Earth is to Globe Earth as 2-dimensional consciousness is to 3-dimensional consciousness. The transformational development taking place in consciousness today is one where we will soon have entirely different perspective as it relates to physics, geology, the nature of life on this planet and the meaning of life itself as we live our lives on it. 

Following this logic and the patterns of growth we see in nature which aren’t linear or 2-dimensional (2-D)  but follow a different growth progression, I argue that where we will end up solidly is not at a 4-D level which takes into account 3-dimensional space plus time, but a 5-D one using the standard Fibonacci Sequence. It means that there is some 5th component, an unknown for many right now that makes no sense to explain in detail until we get there. To clarify the point, how does one explain the difference between some colors to someone who is colorblind? I can confidently say, however, that this 5th component we will come to recognize is an energetic field with informational aspects, and it is a unifying field as well. Some earlier scientists called it ether (aether), “spooky action at a distance”. Newtonian physics is to quantum physics as 2-D is to 3-D. We have a whole other level of physics that has been suppressed from the general public because it has National Security applications, and that is toroidal physics which would adequately represent a 5-D level of consciousness in my analogy. This field is also inherently spiritual as well, and there has been this strange divide that relegates science as a profession where its practitioners cannot recognize the universe as living organism or take into account a spiritual force as existing at all. The spiritual became turf of the Church, specifically that Catholic Church and other powerful religious sects. Science was not allowed to tread on that turf. This division that happened a few hundred years ago, called the Cartesian Divide can be learned about through historical accounts, and there are obviously places on the internet that provide different perspectives. 

This split, however, is one that has caused a great deal of setback in human development and provided conditions that allow for already-corrupt influences to become even more influential and more corrupt in my opinion. It set the stage for the faulty arguments that good Christians must reject sound principles like the basic concepts of evolution and regression. There’s the Creationist camp and the Darwinian one still, with taboo ground that get those who dare tread on it kept from powerful industry positions or labeled with demeaning terms like New Age Freak or worse, cooky conspiracy theorist if you dare point out historic corruption in places of power. That conversation usually includes the similarities between the Vatican, Hollywood and politically powerful circles like the kind that visited Epstein Island. The Clintons and Bill Gates are in that crowd, and I wouldn’t be shocked if Fauci went to similar places.

In the Bible there is this term “double-minded”, and it’s probably in other sacred texts as well, but I want to express an historic and deep concept as it regards to ethical reasoning, consciousness development, and the entire picture of human development. Eventually I will tie it into this situation regarding the stolen election and vaccine mandates. Double-mindedness refers to conflicted thinking or the kind of conflicts that develop when you have turf wars like what resulted in the Cartesian Divide a few hundred years ago. Double-mindedness also usually involves selfish deceptiveness for the purposes of hiding some dangerous information or shadow aspects of ourselves that we may not be proud of, even less-criminal but unsightly aspects that flare up when we’re fearful or worn down. 

In my last blog post I went into the disabling effect that fear has on the brain. The brain of a trauma victim is even more compartmentalized. An unconscious, fear-related memory works like a program that leads to forgetfulness or some other form of self-sabotage for alleged self-preservation purposes. Fearfulness can also lead to justification of criminal behavior. 

Fearlessness or living with mindfulness and forgiveness of self, the repentance process with healthy self-reflection, leads to preservation of energy, strength in the face of difficulty and adaptive processes that result in evolution. Ho'oponopono is a Hawaiian healers tradition that encapsulates it beautifully. I gravitate back towards the Judeo-Christian tradition again, however, because it is well-documented, and epic. The example Jesus gave for us is so clear. He taught all the aspects of Ho’oponopono, overcame materialism and even death through facing the fears the Establishment daily throws in our faces. He left an historical imprint upon a population of people subject to the Babylonian slave tactics practiced by the Romans. He also secured that 5-D growth leap for humanity, in my opinion, that I and others are watching. It’s really been in progress for a while. There’s a great deal of Jesus’ life we don’t know about, and some speculate with a strong argument that he spent part of his life in India, specifically Tibet, practicing traditions the Hebrews were unfamiliar with. He was a uniter of peoples, and it stands to my reason he would make a shamanistic journey of “development in the wilderness” with a magnificent return and sharing of his wisdom that would be kept for the ages in the written traditions. The Tibetans have a sacred meditative practice called Dzogchen which is supposed to culminate in just the kind of experience that Jesus had with his resurrection. I’ve examined these ideas, first introduced to me through a book by Elizabeth Clare Prophet then research by David Wilcock (two sometimes disparaged “New Age” people), searched my heart in prayer, and continue to find the conclusions compelling. 

Again returning to the broken psyche of humanity, our disabling fear that will either be overcome or lead to many perishing under a tyrannical force that now has global reach and a bizarre transhumanistic agenda that will not end well, I am drawn to the examples of vaccine mandate pushback, documented very well on alternative platforms like Bitchute and Telegram. Then there’s my own personal experience of just coming out as a Christian to my employer, my personal journey of integrative health practices I was led to by the Holy Spirit, and it clearly warning me, referring to the Book of Revelation to say no to this vaccine mandate. Other doors would open, I was reassured. Someone at corporate level above my administrator and director of nursing decided it was in their best interest to honor my request for religious exemption. The work has become even more grueling with another predictable staff exodus choosing to sign the paper and quit instead of what I did. I would neither quit nor get the “vaccine”. They would have to fire me, violating my civil rights, the US Constitution, the Nuremberg Code and the very Emergency Use Authorization stipulations that many people aren’t aware of. Most of the staff got the “vaccine”, however. 

I like many others dubious of the mutating definition of “vaccine”, as well as the safety and efficacy claims predict the staffing situation to get even worse as we enter Wintertime cold and flu season. Some doctors are finding through simple blood tests that CD8 counts drop significantly after the shots and will likely stay low after more boosters. I included one doctor’s experience in a link below. I’ve seen a few like his, however. Other doctors are looking at vaccinated people’s blood under microscopes and finding disturbing things, congruent with the transhumanist’s agenda. Any reader should look up transhumanism if it is a new concept, and I encourage exploring the alternative platforms like Bitchute and Rumble for other brave doctors giving an honest account of the fallout on these experimental, so-called “vaccines” being mandated in order for people to continue their current career. Many like myself, already aware of the implications are coming to the conclusion that we have very sick and evil elements within the medical industry that truly do not hold the health of the public in high regard. They are double-minded in an extreme way, a servant to a corrupt Establishment, ultimately an elitist cult that wants a large portion of the public dead or severely disabled. They know exactly what they are doing and believe they will not be held accountable. Then there are their loyal servants who don’t know yet about the mountains of emerging and damning evidence concerning the realities of the dirty vaccine industry, thanks to the financial alliances between them, the media and so-called regulatory agencies. They will find out soon as their own health or loved ones’ health deteriorate enough or when enough loved ones die after “vaccination”. Until then they will continue to believe what corrupt authorities are telling them. Unfortunately many won’t make it through this Dark Winter as Creepy Joe aptly called it, especially with the FDA encouraging people to now mix and match, creating the “perfect” cocktail. Just in time for Halloween.

Some in the medical wing of the corrupt Establishment now are now the high priests for a significant portion of humanity. I cannot believe they duped 70% of Israel. One would think that the last Holocaust would be enough for a people to forever question authority, but no. This is a perfect example of how trauma has short-circuited higher reasoning of an entire community. The US public, now taxed at least a thousand times worse than the English monarchy ever taxed the colonists before the American revolution is also another perfect example. We’ve all heard of Stockholm Syndrome, groupthink and mass hysteria. It is very real, and the corrupt establishment knows exactly how to utilize this phenomenon.

President Trump and the team behind him threatened and continue to threaten that same force that sees people as slaves now as it did thousands of years ago. They use children for unspeakable horror. Evidence that we have an entrenched crime syndicate that controls our currencies and authorities with bribery and blackmail is becoming harder to dismiss or ignore with every breaking news event. Worldwide there appear to be separate movements to stand up to this Beast. Large crowds defy lockdown and “vaccine” passport system implementation attempts. 

Here in the US, class action lawsuits, taking a stand on the mandates, questioning the 2020 Election results, big corporate boycotts, and participating in alternative solutions have replaced the untenable “rise up in the streets” approach, as large events like these are swiftly hijacked and turned into “terrorist insurrection”. This is all one same worldwide movement, however. And mostly peaceful protest, I’ll add. Truly peaceful. 99.99% of us want nothing to do with violent, destructive revolution, something the far-left (often covert-Marxists) are clearly guilty of using as a tactic. The truth is a powerful enough force. Just repeating it confidently, the same way Fauci repeatedly lies, will ultimately end in vindication. Standing in peaceful self-respect as a sovereign brother or sister in Christ would, and at the same time respecting others as yourself is incredibly satisfying and powerful. It has a healing influence too. It is only briefly uncomfortable, requiring some faith or courage. Most of us don’t want conflict, but it’s inevitable at a time like now when we have 2 radically different social orders emerging, one based in factual evidence, and the other willing to ignore or worse, shred that evidence because it might hurt their bottom line or incur the wrath of their masters.

I’ve gone on long enough for now. Not sure if I tied this one up like I’d prefer, but the midnight hour is approaching, my day of rest ends soon and my elderly Akita with her ailing hips needs my nursing help now. 

In this day-later post edit, I use the words of those behind-the-scenes in this Movement that nothing can stop what is coming—that includes the evidence, the mountains of evidence concerning systemic corruption.  It also includes the ingenuity and resilience of organic, God-engineered humanity that will eventually lead us to growth, not regression. I will post noteworthy links, some of which may include foul language, in my opinion appropriate venting for the times we are living through.

https://t.me/realCRP/1703

https://rumble.com/vnzmj0-the-dilley-show-10202021.html (

Monday, September 13, 2021

Deep State Wars Dark Harvest Fall Update - 9/22/21



Another unexpected day off today, but a good one to reflect on recent events, specifically the Code Blue Color Revolution attempt currently in progress here in the United States and the rest of the world. I've been on Telegram, Rumble, Bitchute and other websites like Sidney Powell's lately reading, watching and finding funny memes to share for in month's blog post. I have to keep informed but also uplifted with humor, prayer, service to others and rest when needed. Keeping the brain fully perfused (as opposed to in the fight/flight/freeze response) is absolutely critical. I cannot over-emphasize this. If I learned anything during these last 20 years working in high-stress environments, it is this. And it warrants repeating, as important as oxygen is to the brain (in fact, that is exactly what it is) so I'll make it bold and further explain the point: Keeping the higher reasoning centers fully engaged is difficult but absolutely critical during stressful times; it can be done by taking time away from the madness, deep breathing (for at least 2 minutes--making the exhale a little longer than the inhalation), resisting the temptation to overwork, and finding opportunities to laugh, especially in the face of darkness and uncertainty

People in Fight or Flight don't use good judgment most of the time. This response comes from a particular part of the brain, often called the reptilian brain. It shuts off blood flow to other areas in the brain like memory and higher reasoning centers that help us develop good plans and consider the impact our decisions will have on others. The Fight or Flight Response works well when running from or combating an immediate physical threat like a wild animal and when the subject is fit enough to carry out those actions. Hence, the Freeze variation of this response, which is where a lot of people are right now—curled up and waiting for the alphas to come in to rescue them. It works sometimes when there are multiple predators fighting over a deer that wakes up and flees while the competing predators fight. We are being challenged daily, however, to behave as grown children of God, not sheep or deer. 

This month may be time to go public very intentionally. It may be the most important post so far, but I suspect the stand that I'm taking in real life is having more of an impact right now. I live in a small community where word of mouth goes far, reputation is everything, and my life's story is a classic Prodigal Son variation. I'm a daughter, of course, and my preferred pronouns are She/Her. In all seriousness, my life has been much like the Biblical story of the Prodigal Son. I'm finding others who also identify with this archetype. It's a classic tale, and you can read it here... https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2015%3A11-32&version=NIV.

I was the wayward child that squandered a lot and lived selfishly and embarrassingly so m in my teenage and  early adult years. I lived the life of the typical "liberated female" and reaped a great deal of sorrow from that, spent a great deal of time in depression and then healing, thanks to God. I've had to spend a great deal of time in self-forgiveness, forgiveness of others and service, 7 years now at a nursing home when I could have had easier, more lucrative work elsewhere if I'd robustly pursued it.

In predictable fashion with my Hero’s Journey, my employer will probably fire me unconstitutionally and in violation of the Civil Rights Act(s), the Nuremberg Code, and the very Emergency Use Authorization that started all this come the end of this month because I will not submit to risky, new mRNA-altering technology, technically still in the human experimental phase that is killing and maiming healthy people. Our corrupt authorities are dismissing the reality of thousands dead and disabled by this "vaccine", a misnomer because it only ameliorates symptoms, allegedly--and by their data that anyone can see on https://vaers.hhs.gov/. Yet our authorities are presently changing the definition of “Vaccine” in another Orwellian twist. 

What's more, the sinister agenda is becoming clearer and clearer as major hospitals refuse to implement protocols that are working. The video below helps put matters into perspective.

https://rumble.com/vktdpt-our-first-hand-icu-story-what-is-actually-killing-people-in-the-hospital.html

Many doctors and other healthcare experts are getting silenced on popular platforms like YouTube and never make it on the mainstream news because they would destroy the narrative with common sense and honest science. They point out how in a few places like Israel where at least 70% are "vaccinated", they are still experiencing a strong emergence of the Delta variant—among the vaccinated. The Establishment is unsurprisingly blaming and shaming the unvaccinated, ignoring the science. Unvaccinated people still have an immune system that clearly produces more robust immunity when it is nurtured with healthy lifestyle and complemented with Western Medicine that includes cheap antivirals like hydroxychloroquine (HCQ) & Ivermectin, and steroids like budesonide. There are other therapeutics like monoclonal antibody therapies, a bit more expensive, but people like President Trump and Joe Rogan can afford them which makes the point that a variety of other options exist. The more affordable Zelenko Protocol variations that brave clinicians are utilizing, saving thousands of lives can be found here at https://timetofreeamerica.com/proven-treatments/#scroll-content, and the original Zelenko Protocol can be found here https://vladimirzelenkomd.com/treatment-protocol/. The first link offers a list of providers doing telemedicine which can help people with wherewithal (good support systems and ability to pay out-of-pocket) to stay out of the hospital and effectively treat this bioweaponized virus at home. 

The corrupt Establishment is dismissing, misrepresenting and otherwise maligning the cheaper therapeutics as they did when HCQ showed early promise and was made public by President Trump. Ivermectin seems to be no different. A quick summary on Ivermectin smear campaign versus truth can be seen below.



And here:
https://rumble.com/vmgzhx-episode-two-american-conversations-fight-against-medical-tyranny-interview-.html

Ultimately, people need to do a bit of searching around to find the truth about what is going on, but it is crystal clear to me that the average doctor is getting bullied by the corrupt Establishment to trust nothing but the “vaccines”, Remdesivir, and the ventilator. All three of these are fraught with problems, but the Establishment probably won't admit to that until a few billion people have given their lives to "science". Then the usual sociopathic leaders like Fauci will wring their hands staring us all in the eye, promising they did their very best. It was just an unfortunate error in judgment, just like how COVID-19 was created and then released onto the worldwide public with vaccine patent-holders like Bill Gates salivating over ascension to trillionaire status. And yes, they’re diligently working on a never-ending series of vaccines to sell us as the virus continues to mutate into a superbug, deranging our natural immune systems along the way into complete failure. With their actions they seem to make empty promises to outdo God’s creation of the original, natural immune system by destroying it the same way they are still trying to sell us GMO foods with predatory tactics that would guarantee everything is eventually contaminated with their Frankensteinian creations. This mRNA vaccine fits into the Marxist Globalist tyrannical agenda perfectly. 






None of this developing picture is easy news, that we have some mad scientists playing god, leading our healthcare industry with their social engineer counterparts in the Mockingbird Media manufacturing our consent, while the despot representatives of shadowy banking dynasties still put on a show of pretending to care about our “consent” at all. Early indicators reveal they are feverishly working to make sure 149% of dead Republicans vote to undermine all the efforts of living Californians who put together this Newsom recall. Thankfully people inside Project Veritas are keeping a close eye on this and paving the way for a massive forensic audit here. Molon Labe this one too. Good people outnumber these criminals, and there is this growing phenomenon or feeling of being pushed into a corner and pressed into action. 



With another contentious election at hand, another likely reinstalling or attempted reinstalling of globalist Gavin Newsom, and the situation at work (my microcosmic world) as well as the larger world seemingly degenerating and growing more uncertain to the point it’s a wonder we even have a functional Internet to share these ideas, I will post this a bit early. In prayer we get through these times, I will continue to add links of interest. 
☺️https://youtu.be/wkbpE-MxXcA






Sunday, August 22, 2021

Deep State Wars Personal Update - 8/22/21


 

My post this month is more of a journal entry concerning the last few weeks at work. There's been some pressure to get one of the experimental (Pfizer or Moderna) vaccines at work. For a while we had Johnson & Johnson's vaccine recommended by our last Medical Director. The J&J vaccine had some issues that I’m still trying to fully understand. Our Medical Director stepped down to reduce his workload, coming back briefly to "answer questions" during a meeting with those vaccine-hesitant like myself last week. We were informed that one of these sketchy mRNA-altering technologies that killed lab animals during the early trials, likely created using aborted fetal-cell tissue would be required for employment after September 30. I forget if they volunteered or if I mentioned that special exceptions for religious reasons or medical conditions would need to be made, according to our dirty Governor Newsom's recent proclamation. I suspect religious freedom is the next to go in Commiefornia after the minions rig the next election. I hope cynical me is wrong here, and that the masses are truly awakening to the never-ending booster agenda with a long list of adverse side effects to include death for the “unfortunate”. They’ll probably include a tracking and crypto-currency-linked microchip in one of those boosters if it’s not included already. I kept most of my cynical suspicions to myself, not wanting to argue about conspiracy theories versus realities. There are hundreds if not thousands of doctors and other authorities out there disputing the official narrative, nurses giving their experiences in what appears to be atrocities committed in places like New York. There’s the growing mountain of evidence regarding election fraud, corrupt global economic system collapse, sick cults like NXIVM beneath the surface in these high socio-economic levels, totalitarian-style clamp downs on social media which explains the motive for genocide and other criminal measures to disenfranchise anyone not interested in the plan to 6uild 6ack 6etter an unjust system of slavery. 

Regarding medical exemptions, I've witnessed how one’s own personal medical experience doesn't really matter to a significant number of people in the medical community. They are pressured to push vaccines despite the growing concerns. Say you've experienced that your body doesn't respond well to vaccines (or likely the growing list of neurotoxic adjuvants), that you're left ill for a few days if not longer and that you end up with the flu anyways. Or perhaps your child started to have a mysterious new food allergy that began after booster shots and now she needs to carry an Epipen handy at all times. This is what happened to me and my daughter. The doctors I went to at the time for medical exemption for my child dismissed our experience. Yet I decided to be confident in my knowledge and what my gut, perhaps what God was telling me at that time. My child's serious allergy curiously just went away after a few years of no vaccines and good, clean nutrition. I also began a process of adding adaptogens and other supplements to my diet, living a more responsible life of sobriety and mindfulness, practicing daily intermittent fasting and added blood flow restriction training to my exercise routine. I've maintained my personal relationship with God through frequent prayer. I haven't had a debilitating migraine in at least 8 years now. It could be menopause-related also, but I know my lifestyle changes have improved my health significantly in other ways.

During the last few debilitating migraines, I had taken my sumatriptan and had either thrown it up or had the headache return over and over again until I was out of the rescue medication. I remember praying to God over the usual 3-day period of headache pain, what felt like an ice pick lodged into one side of my head, overwhelming malaise, fatigue, nausea and vomiting. That third day was usually the most difficult. I ached from dry heaving, was dehydrated and knew I was close to death if it didn't stop. It always did after about 3 days, but it was terribly painful and disruptive. I prayed to God to help me find a way to get well so I could take care of my family. This chronic illness contributed to 2 broken marriages and problems at work. My daughter was growing up without my ability to be there for her as much as I would have liked. I read about options and tried everything the doctors prescribed. The prophylactics came with difficult side effects and seemed to work for a little while until they didn't work at all anymore. The sumatriptan is rough on the heart, so I knew taking it frequently would lead to other problems. 

During one of the last bad migraines I prayed and received insight that the body needs periods of fasting. "You can do it the easy way, or you can do it the hard way," I heard God's Spirit in my heart. Shortly after I learned about intermittent fasting and put it into practice. I've been led to create what I call the $20 dollar smoothie that I drink every day. It's a blend of tea, juice, fresh and frozen fruits & vegetables, freeze-dried powders (beet root, reishi, chaga, turkey tail and lions mane mushroom powders) and in the last 2 years collagen powder. It's probably closer to a $30 smoothie now. This daily practice has helped to improve my stamina and resilience to the common cold given my age and workload. It helps me keep high blood pressure down, and probably helps to keep the bad cholesterol low and the good high. I take other supplements in capsule form that help me get through stressful days. I also do my best to get adequate rest and hydration. Yet what has made the most difference, I believe, is my faith in God, my faith that I could ask and receive answers, good guidance and then wisdom by daily putting God's recommendations into practice. 

God was my physician when the world's physicians couldn't really help me. God has led me out of a very desperate situation with debilitating chronic migraine headaches and other problems developing around this like depression and high blood pressure, on top of the typical issues that come with aging like arthritis. All of these issues have been effectively remedied by natural products and simple routines that I was guided to by either chance with my imagination telling me it’s divine providence, or it’s Divine Providence. I’m inclined to believe it’s Divine Providence.

I also prayed frequently to find a partner who would be faithful, kind, understanding of me, and also a Christian himself with the understanding that we appear to be living in the end times. It has taken some time to find him, but I think I have. I have faith in God first, because I am imperfect, my partner is imperfect, and we are living in trying times. A few months ago I filed to start the process of divorcing the man who couldn’t stop doing bad things behind my back with me finding out the dirty truth eventually.

I will find out soon whether my request for religious exemption will be honored or not by my employer. This weekend I am in prayer again for guidance, peace and possibly even provision soon. The medical/healthcare industry seems to be drowning in mass hysteria right now with a few pockets of exception and more shades of gray than anything else. The corporation I work for seems to be among those darker shades of gray, but I was pleasantly surprised recently to see a treatment protocol at work by our new acting Medical Director that includes HCQ. Many of my friends, family and colleagues have caved in to the vaccine coercion. I'm hearing & reading about people being denied their religious freedom, their First Amendment Rights in general, on top of being denied the freedom of healthcare privacy and autonomy. 

Throughout these last weeks I've been frequently reminded that God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power, of love and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). One of those voices sounding that Bible quote is Clay Clark. He's put together a really cool tour with all kinds of people speaking out on the issues I care about with science facts, curious information that I did not know but only convince me more that we're living through the End Times. These shows also have worship music and humor to help keep people from being crushed under the weight of heavy news. I can't stand to watch TV anymore. I detest Hollywood, and I haven't been to church in a long time because I know that the last one I went to is probably still caving to corrupt government  mandates. Evil has infiltrated many churches. Finding sound news, fellowship and entertainment (that isn't entrainment) is challenging but not impossible. I keep being led to finding gems like this one below. With that I'll end this post here and work on some dinner.

https://rumble.com/vlecpl-clay-clarks-reawaken-america-tour-grand-rapids-day-1.html

https://www.bitchute.com/video/8yb5MvKmlmmN/

https://rumble.com/vkw3wt-more-covid-facts-the-cdc-and-biden-administration-doesnt-want-you-to-hear..html