It's coming. It may take another 4 or 5 election cycles to slow-roll-out the full scale of the Fraud in California, which is really not much better in any other state or country. I really hope it doesn't require another 20 years of misery. Good people have suffered long enough. Literally generations have suffered under a global crime syndicate's system for centuries now, with it just getting more and more blatantly obvious with each passing decade. Fraudci (Fauci), who is really just a figurehead for everything wrong with healthcare, is also up next. His autopen pardon won't stand forever. These last couple years of Pain have been devoted to exposure, slowly acclimating the general population to the idea that they were snookered, enchanted by celebrities, sports figures and others were were paid handsomely to lie to people. I have to spend a great deal of effort forgiving these "stars", their handlers, and the monsters at the very top, so that I don't short-circuit my own heart and life. Obviously very difficult when the plandemic and stealing elections is just the tip of the iceberg. This club is still in process of trying to scapegoat the Epstein Island horrors on President Trump. Even that is just the tip of an iceberg.
This evil cult that has misruled the planet for centuries is getting dismantled piece by piece, and we will be tasked with forgiveness in order to keep ourselves from rotting inside. I have spent the last few years forgiving people I once worked with. That was fairly easy. The hard part is the people I don't really know. The other night I dreamed I was in church with Hillary Clinton in a process of forgiving her. Some people would argue with the need for forgiveness at all. It is absolutely crucial. I can't emphasize this enough. I can still forgive and pray for justice. Also, it's important to recognize that this forgiveness is really not something that can be contained to a mental process of filing it away somewhere, knowing that living with anger and bitterness is no good. It is a start, however. Sometimes the stored away anger settles into a cold resentment or cynicism, a tendency to just want to sequester myself away from society. Bringing up what's really on my mind most days is hard enough on me. It's rough on my family. Anyone experiencing this "awakening" knows what I'm talking about. I thank God for a husband who understands. I also process mostly in forums like this in order to spare acquaintances or friends. I am actually thankful to be in an internet ghetto. A time for more open discussion is coming. For now I keep my mouth shut when a client wants to watch a Tom Hanks movie or something like this. I can hardly bear to watch conventional entertainment, but I have to maintain graceful composure while others in my workspace watch these movies or television shows. Later, when alone I go through a processing of my feelings, especially as more and more validations surface with other bizarre revelations. Prayer and compassion for myself to start, followed by an organic flow of that compassion for others, allows the more difficult, unhealthy feelings to transform and eventually dissipate. I thankfully had some formal training, a few years of professional therapy and many years of meditation practice, the HeartMath method being one of my favorite. I wouldn't be okay without doing these things. All the nootropics and adaptogens in the world wouldn't be enough.
All that said, this Summer is likely to be a very interesting one. I'll post a few newsworthy things and some helpful "processing" links below.
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