Another week, and I am still a non-smoker, a veritable miracle given my Achilles Heel has come to visit.
I cannot delve into too many details, but I will discuss it because I believe in the power of transparency over the power of secrets. And I must say that I'm now beginning to understand the term "negative greeting", discussed in the Law of One.
Just when a person thinks they are living a fairly high vibrational lifestyle, spreading light and love in the world in very real daily ways, advancing in ability to forgive, let go, etc, not perfect by any means--but doing a C+/B- job at least, here comes The Universe to test out those beliefs. Am I truly the light warrior that I think I am?
I was just getting accustomed to the feeling that either safe distance, healing or some other buffer had been placed in between my ex-husband's family and myself--especially the most toxic, belligerent, male chauvinistic elements of it. Just days ago I learned the very patriarch of that family has come to be in my world, only yards away from me every day. He is not directly in my care, thankfully, and will never be due to our checkered past and this family's proclivity for letigiousness. I am also grateful that due to his condition, he may not even know I am nearby. Yet he is now within my bio-field for a significant portion of time. I thought I had let go of the past, but obviously I have not and better deal with it before karma slaps my face again.
This man who I hesitate to even call a man--I prefer to think of him as a humanoid with cockroach and reptillian genetics (and I will refer to him henceforth as "Jack", a pseudonym)--has taken me to court in the past to more quickly collect on his grandson's debts, and even before this had helped to effectively rally a multifaceted attack against me during a nasty divorce, at least up until the time the family learned that their golden child who could do no wrong was found half-dead in his truck by his own doing, something I tried to warn everyone about.
My ex was on his way from Texas to California, his truck packed with an astonishing assortment of weapons, indicating to the family that he was probably on his way to kill me, my current husband, my daughter and then himself like so many others with similar alcohol-driven control-freak and violent tendencies, yet with all the Good 'ol Boy skills needed to talk his way out of trouble--99% of the time. Can't put up enough charm and wit to talk a blood clot out of hanging out in your carotid artery though.
My ex-husband's venom and toxic energy eventually turned like a boomerang on himself (--in the same way we see happening in a larger fractal view with the so-called "elite" ruling class), but since he has the same curiously resilient genetic make-up or energy that propels his grandfather, and a great deal of love and prayer rallied duing his recovery, he is now walking and talking, cooking a fried egg sandwich when he wants one, despite having no functional left cerebral hemisphere in his skull anymore. It's really an incredible story that could have found its way into an episode of Oprah. At times his violent tendencies still find routes for expression, but he's now effectively limited by hemiplegia, inability to read, gun safes, and living hundreds of miles away from me, someone who brings out the very best and the very worst in him.
Many of the females in this family cope with such toxicity using other toxins like nicotine. For years I fell into this same groove. Now that Jack is now residing within my home territory, I am dealing with nicotine cravings on a moment by moment basis again. A greater level of healing needs to happen in my life, and while I am working towards that for now I am having to utilize every tool at my disposal to disperse these nicotine cravings: Deep breaths, mental games like recalling all the
reasons I am glad to be a non-smoker, eating a healthy snack, Er Dzogchen meditation techniques, journaling...
Something that has been on my mind and in my heart of late that strikes me as an idea that needs to hit the blogosphere bigtime is a close look at a movement called Bio-hacking and how it appears to be promoted by the same closet-eugenics-promoting transhumanists who want to cultivate and expand their toxic, destructive, and fascist ways, yet somehow overcome their endemic and deadly limitations through various techniques--some of them fairly benign, a good deal of them regressive or will in many ways just further enslave them to the same beast system that the masses are beginning to recognize as dangerous.
These Bio-hackers promote some of the same herbal remedies, meditation techniques, physical fitness or healthy lifestyle recommendations of other groups teaching a more organic and spiritually positive path of transcending current human limitations and dilemmas. The Bio-hacker crowd usually carries a more service-to-self energy, and they also promote getting chipped in some way. While I will never discredit anyone who chooses to have a pacemaker implanted in order to extend their life, I do think we should all question how much MORE control and power we want to give away to techno-fascists. Technology of any kind--even a cotton ball can be turned into a nefarious tool in the hands of the in-bred, war-mongering predators running our planet into its 6th major extinction.
I sometimes joke around when people ask me about the bluetooth headset I wear, telling them it's the new Google Obedience Collar. "It shocks me when I'm bad," I say mischievously. I recently caught myself saying this once again, and wondering in a new light if this were really true. How much of DARPA's dark secrets have made it into our word (and our world) without us really knowing, poking us in our weak spots, binding our feet, preying upon us ceaselessly with artificial intelligence technology directed to be erected in our 3rd density world by 4th and 5th density negative forces contracted by archangelic elements to help teach humanity the difference between good and evil.
I fully understand that a fair number of people will read some of this and think that I deserve a psychiatric diagnosis, maybe schizo-affective disorder, and for the sake of the world, I wish this were true. I wish our world weren't so damn complex with weird paranormal and multidimensional drama. Too many other very educated and grounded researchers are recognizing and exploring the vast evidence of this drama, however, so I will not be deterred from discussing it. Again, the power of transparency trumps the power of secrets. Maybe it doesn't seem like it now as the CDC appears to be getting away with covering up piles of incriminating evidence that shows they're helping to make untold numbers of children sick from the MMR vaccine and very likely other vaccines, protecting their multi-billion-dollar Bilderberg bed-buddies in the pharmaceutical industry. All of them will one day be dragged into a high court like the Hague to face their vast crimes against humanity.
But for now the New Mandate of Heaven resounds, leading to spiritual awakening in myself and millions of others. It is calling for an upgrade better than Windows 10. Some still fight the New Mandate and work desperately to keep the dystopian matrix limping along despite great forces pushing us to evolve beyond it. Perhaps I'll delve more into the Biohacking Agenda in a future post. For now I'll leave you will some Alt News Gems.
2016 04 01 Cosmic Vision News
Addiction by Kurzgesagt YT
The Vaccine Whistleblower The Main Stream Media Does Not Want You To Know About by WeAreChange YT
Kriss Ann Hall, Great Interview on Dallas Ahrens III% YT
Dr. Steven Greer : Star Wars is about Killing ETs by HAAC! YT
Partial Disclosure Is NOT an Option | Unity, Kindness and Creating Tolerance for Diversity by Tee Dub YT
Boost Your Immunity With These Supplements! by iHealthTube YT
Nuclear Chemist Publishes Paper Detailing: “Aluminum Poisoning of Humanity via Chemtrails” by The Event is Coming Soon YT
Now and Zen - Zen Gardner talks to Ole Dammegard - 29 March 2016 by Conscious Consumer Network YT
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