Just as I was beginning to suspect last July, I knew at some level problems were coming. At the end of last month I was relieved of my duties where I've been employed the last 10 years. I'd hit the top of the pay ladder and wasn't doing as hoped (not promoting "Safe and Effective" interventions or DEI BS, not bullying coworkers into doing more with less, etc., ect.). For years I knew I was swimming with sharks, working for less-than-honorable creeps in suits with MBAs, likely reporting to cold-blooded criminals at the top of a corporate structure that seems to be completely in lock-step with globalist forces that want to roll out communism, rebranded of course, renamed "democracy" with fuzzy slogans like "Social Justice", endless mandatory vaxxines, and money to crowd-source mobs, mercenary armies, after-parties and private islands where children are brutalized. These last few years I naively tried to talk sense into people, and sometimes it worked. It worked fairly well for the first 7 or 8 years. These last 3 years have worn me out, so this reprieve is truly a blessing. I've finally restored healthy oxytocin levels. I can look people in the eye and speak in complete sentences again, can sit down and create a solid argument using math and minimal tangents. "Burnout" is no joke. This break will be brief, however. I am looking for work and have had 2 interviews already, as living is outrageously expensive in these times, especially in Commiefornia. I'm praying to be led to more reasonable working conditions, an honest employer who's mission is not to gloss over Informed Consent, medically harm and then enslave the public with more expensive medical solutions. If nothing else, maybe I focus in on palliative care where I can confidently practice the best nursing that this failing healthcare system can provide. Modern healthcare is adept at helping people die. Chronic disease numbers prove it. It might be pleasant to just help people stay comfortable through this difficult transition. Or perhaps I can go to work for a small business not completely captured by The Beast.
Returning to this termination: It was not honest. I'm calling it wrongful and filing for unemployment insurance for the first time in several decades. Last August I'd received a performance evaluation that equated to a C-minus grade overall. It was the first time in years I'd even received any written evaluation. This came after a conversation I had with the latest Director of Nurses about how we'd gone from an average census of 60 residents to 80 or more in the span of a few months. That's an increase of one third in workload with no reasonable plan to address it. The position was already a challenge with the census at 60. I was overwhelmed at 70-80, not able to get all the treatments and required documentation done in 12 hours or less, and I was not willing to work 60 or more hours a week in order to get most of it done. The charge nurses are also stretched, given the normalization of polypharmacy, and the fact that we're dealing with more psychiatric problems and behavioral issues than ever. Charge nurses were approaching an average of 30 residents/patients per nurse, so to expect them to assist in the application of twice or three times daily (or more) antifungal powders, zinc oxide creams, ace wraps, noting Wound MD orders, etc., was unreasonable. Yet that was management's brilliant strategy. The director of staff development concurred with me that to do the wound care and "treatments" right, we'd need to divide the building into two treatment nurse positions. Management argued that we were both wrong. An atmosphere developed on the floor that reminded me of a few years ago when I'd occasionally see fellow charge nurses chart they'd given medications that they really hadn't. They did this in order to appear competent. If I'd had time, I could prove the management-induced fraudulence and fight the bad practice, but I had my own assignments to complete. These were busy 12-hour shifts. At the end of my work days I was exhausted and had no fight in me. I felt like I'd given CPR for hours on end, calling for help with everyone else too busy to help, and feeling shamed for collapsing in exhausion. Calling State in does nothing. I watched regulatory failure in real time over the last decade. I'd report my observations to Directors of Nurses (DONs) who eventually came to see what I was seeing. Yet as quick as that happened, the DONs were fired or quit in frustration after burnout. I came to realize that above our heads, corporate management employs this same dirty strategy on the DONs as is implemented in the strata below, resulting in epic turnover trends. The turnover in that building should be embarrassing. I don't think some of these people are capable of seeing the true picture at least on one one end of the spectrum, and at the other end they're incapable of normal human responses like embarrassment over high turnover. I'm finally convinced it's so profit-driven--similar to Ford Pintos that were allowed to explode and kill people before there was enough legal push-back to cause change that just pushed auto manufacturing overseas where they weren't beholden to labor laws. Turnover is actually a kind of sociopathic strategy. Thanks to the COVID blood money, they've been able to get away with it so far, bringing in travel nurses who's minds are hundreds of miles away. I frequently see them pass medications with an ear bud in their ear, talking to someone else. The last decent DON finally saw it too and TRIED to stop this dangerous practice. She was moved to the MDS nurse position in another building. Order out of chaos.
I had a disagreement with one of these new know-it-all contract nurses who can talk on the phone and pass meds at the same time. We disagreed about a wound. She called it a pressure sore, and I called it denuded Moisture Associated Skin Damage or MASD. I have wound care certification and 10 more years of nursing experience over her, as well as continuity-of-care experience with the resident, and the wound doctor who agreed with my assessment. I tried to have a reasonable conversation with her, but she went juvenile on me. My colleagues saw the ridiculousness, giving me encouragement that management would see through this. The new administrator who'd been there for all of maybe 2 weeks took her side.
Returning to that little weasle who told me to not get "too comfortable" last July, I think they were scouting out a reason to let me go. I was an inconvenience in more ways than one, primary having reached the top of their pay scale in a tanking Biden/Harris economy and no longer asking “how high” every time they told me to jump. Also knowing (metaphorically?) where all the bodies were buried. I was one of the few who didn't get the vax, and I continued to remain COVID-free despite outbreak after outbreak in our building. I was educating all who would listen that the shots were neither safe nor effective. Most were starting to agree, given the health problems they were suffering following the injections, and how they were getting COVID over and over and over again. I also utilized supervision and teaching strategies that included kindness, empathy, logic, healthy boundaries, and questioning authority, including myself. Management/Corporate Culture in the facility uses and promotes a subtle form of bullying, a kind of groupthink, dismissing or shaming anyone who thinks outside of their box. I also thought it was weird to have to travel long distances for training sessions in the age of Zoom Meetings; these occasions were a kind of honey trap in my opinion. We were diametrically opposed in our value systems and approaches, so I didn't fit into this toxic management culture. They kicked me out of management over a year ago and were probably hoping I'd just quit like the rest. While I am sad for those residents who I cared for and will miss, and it pains me knowing that things are not getting done—especially knowing that calling in the regulators does nothing truly productive, I am glad to be free to do something else. I am excited to visit as a guest, have some fun playing bingo with my family, and continue to be disrupting the toxic bullshit corporate culture.
I contend that I'm living a microcosmic aspect of the larger war we're in as a nation and even world-wide. Those proponents of the beast system, calling us wrong or lol projection, calling us tyrants, for wanting an honest and fair system, for wanting to correct or incarcerate those who lie, cheat, steal--even mass murder for an agenda, and those who groom and rape children (aka the true P+ in their LGBTQP+ Community). TV stars including popular mainstream media figures are starting to panic following the avalanche of revelations about the Diddy parties. This arrest comes with Epstein NOT FORGOTTEN. Maybe it would fly if there were another 20 or 30 years since Jeffrey Epstein didn't kill himself. More importantly, even more whistle-blowers are talking about dark, ritualistic orgies that involved CHILDREN, AND very disturbing murders, etc. at these so-called parties. These "elites" bemoan that Seal Teams will start coming after them if Trump is elected. Well, if they raped children, sacrificed them to Moloch or whatever, or were complicit, watching it happen and supporting these horrific atrocities, then why shouldn't they be held accountable? If our "justice system" and other government systems are just as compromised as I believe they are, if our border is open in order to allow in hundreds of thousands of children who just vanish, then yes, Seal Teams should get involved in the take-down of what appears to be a syndicate of wealthy degenerates. Then they need to go after pushers of safe and effective vaxxines that just happened to result in the death of millions and the injury of many more.
Years ago when I started this blog, Epstein Island was still a well-protected, highly-guarded nightmarish playground. Weather warfare was just a crazy conspiracy theory. No more. Sufficient evidence is finally dripping into public consciousness about these things and that "Drumph and Putin" are not responsible for all that's wrong in the world. Quite the opposite, these men are trying to save and safeguard our children. Trump and Putin are figureheads in a movement that is working to free humanity from bondage that many are only just beginning to acknowlege is real. They are also both Christians and give credit to Jesus. I occasionally see information that reassures me that we have a growing worldwide alliance that is truly going after the evil, destabilizing its strongholds, and setting up parallel systems that are based in reality and integrity. I will post some of that below.
Also, I want to share three more force-multiplier gems I came upon recently. I call these things force-multipliers or gems because they take just a little effort to learn about and safely incorporate into practice, but can have a powerfully positive impact on so many different areas of life. "My people perish for lack of knowlege" is so very, very real. Just as Team Evil is trying to normalize heart disease, strokes and genital mutilation in children like they've normalized childhood obesity and diabetes, so much is now circulating on the web that can lengthen our lifespans and increase our quality of life exponentially. One such thing is DMSO. I learned about DMSO years ago when I was active in martial arts. My sensei created a topical remedy for injuries that had DMSO as it's base. He put in some herbs. I wish I'd learrned what was all in it. He called it Dit Da Jow, and I don't know if I'm spelling it correctly. He spoke about DMSO, and I thought it was too fantastical and strange to be true, but the remedy worked. It's been years, and I've since forgotten about it. I recently read about DMSO in a Mercola article, https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2024/10/11/dimethyl-sulfoxide-dmso.aspx?ui=b61b5d13ec6362601790ace312bee1fcfe98c623b54ffd701c3bee2780a8f5a2&sd=20230729&cid_source=dnl&cid_medium=email&cid_content=art1HL&cid=20241011&foDate=false&mid=DM1642580&rid=138603485. My sensei wasn't embellishing. I truly wish I would have had more respect for the man, but I was young and under the influence of toxic culture.
One other gem I came upon in the last few days is Lactobacillus reuteri (see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZV1oYv5Ddo). There is some fascinating research on this particular probiotic that most of us no longer have in our systems due to antibiotic use. It's not commonly included in popular probiotic supplements. I found instructions on making yogurt culture, assembled all the items needed for less than $30, made some of that up, and it is good. I'll be sharing it with Mom if she'll give it a try. It has been a few years since I was so excited about finding such a gem. Strange to have 3 come at me in the span of 2 weeks, but I've been doing a great deal of reflection, meditation and prayer these last few days. In Judeo-Christian tradition, this (period I started writing the post) is the end of the old year and start of a new, so all of this is really special in my opinion. The last gem I stumbled upon years ago was Kaatsu training; prior to that Carbon 60 and nootropics like alpha-lipoic acid. It all started with adaptogens and the green smoothie. These have all been answers to prayers, saving me from disability and other problems. I was telling my aunt recently about how my eyesight has improved significantly with the Carbon 60. I know it sounds impossible, but I'm a believer now that I've experienced it. It took a few years of diligently including it in my routine, but how many people spend thousands AND go under the knife to improve their eyesight? I prefer to not go under the knife (or the lasar).
The last force multiplier gem I have to share right now is the concept of the oral microbiome. I'd like to go more broadly into this to address a healthy microbiome in general--skin, nails, scalp, etc--even the home environment, but it's better to do it in digestible portions. Imagine an isolated population of natives that don't brush their teeth; they just rinse after every meal, having perfect teeth--no cavities ever and no foul breath. What if 90% of humanity (because of common antibiotic use) no longer has a particular set of good microbes in their mouth, nose and sinus cavities, leading to dental problems and other infections like chronic sinus infections. You rinse your sinus, use every over-the-counter product available, but the problems quickly return if the routines are unsustainable. One retired dentist argues this, and I am trying out his product. I’ve had to completely reframe how I think about biofilm plaques—they can be beneficial, acting as a shield if formed by probiotics. I'll write about my results in the coming months. For now, I'll leave you with some more memes and some informative or at least interesting videos.
