It's coming. It may take another 4 or 5 election cycles to slow-roll-out the full scale of the Fraud in California, which is really not much better in any other state or country. I really hope it doesn't require another 20 years of misery. Good people have suffered long enough. Literally generations have suffered under a global crime syndicate's system for centuries now, with it just getting more and more blatantly obvious with each passing decade. Fraudci (Fauci), who is really just a figurehead for everything wrong with healthcare, is also up next. His autopen pardon won't stand forever. These last couple years of Pain have been devoted to exposure, slowly acclimating the general population to the idea that they were snookered, enchanted by celebrities, sports figures and others were were paid handsomely to lie to people. I have to spend a great deal of effort forgiving these "stars", their handlers, and the monsters at the very top, so that I don't short-circuit my own heart and life. Obviously very difficult when the plandemic and stealing elections is just the tip of the iceberg. This club is still in process of trying to scapegoat the Epstein Island horrors on President Trump. Even that is just the tip of an iceberg.
This evil cult that has misruled the planet for centuries is getting dismantled piece by piece, and we will be tasked with forgiveness in order to keep ourselves from rotting inside. I have spent the last few years forgiving people I once worked with. That was fairly easy. The hard part is the people I don't really know. The other night I dreamed I was in church with Hillary Clinton in a process of forgiving her. Some people would argue with the need for forgiveness at all. It is absolutely crucial. I can't emphasize this enough. I can still forgive and pray for justice. Also, it's important to recognize that this forgiveness is really not something that can be contained to a mental process of filing it away somewhere, knowing that living with anger and bitterness is no good. It is a start, however. Sometimes the stored away anger settles into a cold resentment or cynicism, a tendency to just want to sequester myself away from society. Bringing up what's really on my mind most days is hard enough on me. It's rough on my family. Anyone experiencing this "awakening" knows what I'm talking about. I thank God for a husband who understands. I also process mostly in forums like this in order to spare acquaintances or friends. I am actually thankful to be in an internet ghetto. A time for more open discussion is coming. For now I keep my mouth shut when a client wants to watch a Tom Hanks movie or something like this. I can hardly bear to watch conventional entertainment, but I have to maintain graceful composure while others in my workspace watch these movies or television shows. Later, when alone I go through a processing of my feelings, especially as more and more validations surface with other bizarre revelations. Prayer and compassion for myself to start, followed by an organic flow of that compassion for others, allows the more difficult, unhealthy feelings to transform and eventually dissipate. I thankfully had some formal training, a few years of professional therapy and many years of meditation practice, the HeartMath method being one of my favorite. I wouldn't be okay without doing these things. All the nootropics and adaptogens in the world wouldn't be enough.
All that said, this Summer is likely to be a very interesting one. I'll post a few newsworthy things and some helpful "processing" links below.
I begin this month's post on a windy day, windy enough to break the cheap flag-holder, taking down the flag and ending up with the flag and pole coming down on the downstairs neighbor's car or worse, sending their youngest child to the hospital. So, I took the flag down for the windstorm.
As much as I can be done with Chinese-made cheap things, I am done with them. It will be nice to find American-made things again, but our wind here is so strong, one year it bent the schoolyard fence. It probable wouldn't matter where the flag, the flagpole or the flagpole holder were made. What I will never give up, however, is Chinese Massage. Chinese Massage is the superior form of massage and an indispensable wellness routine. Chinese herbalists are also highly rated in my mind. What is so unfortunate about China's multi-millennial history has been the last near-100 years of commitment to communism. This was never an organic revolution either. It was sprouted and nourished by elements in Europe that embedded themselves in New York, the same parasite families that have misruled everywhere else with slavery of one form or another. It didn't last in Russia, and it likely will not last much longer in China either. The most devious form of Communism that thrives here in the U.S. is called Democracy. The normalization of assassination in the name of Democracy proved to me that this was just Communism cleverly disguised as something else, and the paint is starting to chip. What is real underneath is now obvious to many. I keep peeling away onion skins, however, and I wonder if the Dragon Families in Asia are just as caught up in the slave trade as the European "elite" families. What I do know and what gives me encouragement is that China has one of the fastest growing populations making a commitment to Jesus. When people come together in prayer with the Holy Spirit, amazing things happen.
Despite all the fog of war, and barely knowing left from right lately from all the bizarre theatrics and revived pandemic threats, I get up every day and go where I'm valued to do some honest work. My family gives me joy. The little town in Northern California where I live, not far from the little town where I grew up, is still a peaceful place. I'm not on call this week, so I can go play ukulele with the worship team tomorrow, and I know my prayers will add to the prayers of millions of others in prayer around the world, particularly here in the U.S., where we are rededicating our Union of States as one nation under God.
We're at the turning of an age, according to great thinkers. Wisdom keepers might call it the end of an age, or the end of days. For centuries the morbidly wealthy sadist families misruling the planet have known we'd be coming into these times. They've put a lot of time and effort into having that harvest go to their advantage. It will not.
This post is another black pill rant with more uplifting links. I've got maybe an hour or so for blog time today, a Saturday that I'm starting this monthly post. Weekends are house work days where I'm busy with laundry, dishes, cleaning projects and fixing meals for the work week--food that won't lead to cancer, ulcerative colitis, neurodegenerative disorders or some other mysterious health problem the corrupt authorities need to spend another 666 years researching with empty promises, pointing us toward a never-ending hamster wheel "race for a cure". I sometimes have to give up trying and take a break.
While thankfully I'm not working 12-16 hour shifts anymore, it's almost as much lately with colleagues out sick or tending to sick family. The New Normal. Every other week I'm seeing or hearing news of more fraud uncovered, more scandal. More evidence that the 2020 election was stolen with a plandemic 2-punch: A right fist with the "lab leak", then the left fist Vaxxine. Also more war in the Middle East now too. I get it. Trump didn't start this war. This was war started years ago with previous Cabal puppet presidents, and it never really ended. It was a slowly burning lit fuse. President Trump is defusing not just one bomb, but several that were set to go off years ago. Yet it’s more Middle East War, making us all feel nauseated. And the psychological operations or whatever is going on with the thinkers I used to enjoy is just so bizarre that I've had to stop paying any attention to Tucker and Candace for my own mental health. Thankfully, I’ve found some insight on this posted below. Then there's the climbing number of podcasters seriously entertaining flat-earth theory which is also starting to disturb me. I can only hope that this doesn't have to go on for another 8 or 20 years, maybe even another 250 years in order to clean out the rot that has all but destroyed EVERYTHING.
Small business in California is the new endangered species. While I'd only do this maybe twice a year for special occasions, I will no longer go to the Asian nails spa. I am certain my debit card number went up for sale somewhere halfway across the world when I used it there a few months ago. Then a few weeks ago, the attendant said they prefer card over cash, which sent up a red flag. That cinched it. The workers looked malnourished and desperate. I contemplate the now-obvious Cloward/Piven schemes of bringing in "immigrants", setting them up with businesses and giving them tax breaks for a few years. Now the sweet deal is over, and they're taxed just as ruthlessly as everyone else. We're taxed more than the European peasants of the middle ages. We are actually imposed upon in ways worse than the Hebrew people experienced under Egyptian rule before Moses and God led them out of bondage. We just have this illusory veneer of progress and freedom, but it's crumbling. Anyone with intelligence or intuition can sense it, if they didn't have these faculties destroyed with vaxxinations.
The local mall went up for auction yesterday. I heard it was a disaster. Nobody can front twelve million dollars for building business. We are trillions in debt, allegedly as a corporate entity nation. My own personal protest against throwing good money after bad, a truly peaceful tax protest that has gone on for the last 4 years must come to an end before legal goons come attach my wages and take what little property I have, perhaps even taking my very livelihood. I learned authorities took a fishing boat from a relative in similar circumstances. The mail from tax authorities is getting more ominous. I know there are programs to help set things right, and maybe what they collect might actually go into the US Treasury with proper oversight now. I keep hearing about pieces slowly getting put into place that might have our Constitutional Republic restored. I've done my leg of protesting tax tyranny. There's likely others willing to take the torch and run with it, but ultimately this tyrannical taxing the middle class into oblivion has to end if humanity is to continue on planet earth. It sounds so hyperbolic, but the debt-slavery-based pyramid scheme of an economy is a horrid chain around our necks. Smart young people don't want to have children. How could they? A person can barely afford to feed themselves healthy food, let alone feed even one child. Our currency has devalued down to nothing but a tiny fraction, a thin sliver of what it used to be worth a hundred years ago, thanks to the invisible tax of inflation. The mobsters that have misruled the planet for the last 100 years and their ancestors for the last several thousand years, using bribery, blackmail, threats, violence and every conceivable trick in between, keeping us divided, distracted and demoralized, have us absolutely exhausted now with absurd problems like men identifying as women, wanting entry into women's sports and girl's bathrooms; even demanding taxpayer-funded gender reconstructive surgery for male prisoners identifying as females, and little boys hopped up on whatever is turning the frogs gay. A third of the population is convinced that it was Donald Trump, not Bill Clinton who went to Epstein Island dozens of times. These same types probably also think more pronouns and assassinations to save democracy will fix everything. I know why Dad and my grandparents drank themselves to death. They recognized this evil in its infancy and tried to escape.
I don't want to be a downer, but it doesn't look too hopeful at times. Whatever President Trump and the military backing him are doing could take another decade, maybe 25. It could take forever, or we could have a humane "reset" by July 4th. For the last few years we’ve gotten pep talks encouraging regular people to rise up. Rise up and do what? Tell the truth, do the right thing, leading to prison time? This is exactly what happened to Tina Peters. Others have experienced the horrid lawfare that Trump was able to fight off with billions at his disposal and a military team to guard him as well. The uncertainty of even what we are fighting might be the worst part. I'm more convinced than ever there are “powers and principalities” at work in this strange war, literally a World War, but one that was never announced, which is killing us in a myriad of ways. The first way is psychological in that it isn't even acknowledged as real. It's supposedly conspiracy theory that is proving to be conspiracy reality daily for many. Others, still a solid 25%, will not even look at the evidence.Then there’s the label of insanity for anyone offering the explanation of demonic influence. There are nights my sleep is interrupted by bizarre nightmares that don’t feel organic. They dissipate and resolve when I exert authority, using the name of Jesus. I can only pray right now and have faith that God will come through for us in waking life.
This is a late edit with no good segue except the video above. I just caught up with news about David Wilcock’s passing last Monday. I’m certainly not buying the official narrative, especially coming from “authorities” in Deep State Capitol Colorado, where Tina Peters still remains locked up as a political prisoner for exposing election fraud in 2020. David wasn’t just some influencer. He was on the board of Stavatti Aerospace. He was their Director of Advanced Technology. In his recent YouTube livestreams David was discussing missing and dead scientists who could have contributed to an official Disclosure event, once the Deep State rot is cleared. Was David “suicided”? I want to believe it could it have been a kind of retirement, possibly an Alliance extraction/induction with a much-needed vacation to start. Perhaps he was recruited into a different kind of service that would also have the benefit of further pouring fuel onto a narrative fire regarding dead or missing scientists who back-engineered UFO craft or were in possession of that technology. David introduced people like myself to the idea of an Alliance; this was before the Q posts on 4Chan and 8Chan. One of David's insider contacts predicted the “data dumps” that may have come through Q and Wikileaks. David has been doing ET Disclosure for the last near 20 years with these insider contacts. He was also leading regular mass meditations to help stabilize the field and even mentioned not wanting to be that single point of failure in this valuable service he was providing.
Several months ago and every so often over the years he would discuss his experiences of being targeted and threatened. His subscribers even watched it in real time before he got a team of moderators. That activity seemed to quiet down a while. Some people are wondering, myself included, did targeting start up again, possibly using technology that could force him into self harm behaviors? He admitted to struggling with digestive problems and looked a little pale last Sunday. Seemed like a significant part of that show was his audience offering nutritional advice. Was he getting chemtrailed with a special batch? He was fairly isolated and could have possibly been driven with various different circumstances into both physical ill health and a mental health crisis. Viewers watched him in some degree of instability in the time following his divorce. Yet David occasionally spoke and wrote about how suicide was not a viable solution--that there are karmic consequences that are not desirable. It's a plausibly deniable situation, given what we know that corrupt authorities can do, and David went into detail on tactics used by corrupt authorities. This recent event, whatever it was that happened, only drives the crowbar deeper into the box of secrets.
Under the weather lately, specifically the fake weather, so this post will be rough and brief. I got some relief at the Healing Room last month, but it's an ongoing challenge. The skies keep looking like this, and it's all I can do to keep my head unplugged. RFK Jr. has promised to address this, like he addressed the draconian vaccine schedule, but the usual suspects are fighting back. Unfortunately with projects so big, compartmentalized and globalized like this, and with the elites "debunking" it through their establishment media like they debunked Pizzagate and everything else deemed too important for the peasant tax slaves to know about or discuss, let alone condemn--it's going to take a while.
I'm not complaining. It's just hard to be patient when I've been aware of these despotic programs for some time now, watching the patterns, seeing patients suddenly get sick right after the chemtrails go heavy like they seem to do every so often. This is not natural, not organic. This is warfare, funded by us through our taxes, then implemented by people just following orders, getting paid very well to ignore their conscience and their common sense. It's difficult not to be outraged.
Nick Shirley is uncovering all kinds of fraud lately. DOGE uncovered a whole lot of fraud a few months ago. I don't know for certain yet, but I strongly suspect a good portion of the fraud loot goes into programs like stratospheric aerosol engineering programs to "fight climate change"; aka cull the useless eaters as they've been caught calling anyone who doesn't produce well as a peasant tax slave; that's likely expanded to include anyone who doesn't comply with their freaky agendas, anyone doing things dangerous to the pedo elite's democracy like talking about our Constitutional Republic that was highjacked hundreds of years ago by these same families, asking questions about Pizzagate, spreading vaccine hesitancy or racism with protest of unchecked mass migration. Then there's those who commit anti-Semitism by daring to condemn the actions of the State of Israel, quite different from the Nation of Israel. Pointing that stuff out is racist, horridly anti-Semitic, maybe even Russian. I'm literally desensitized to the name-calling. These are inbred, morbidly wealthy, demon-worshipping dynasty families at the heart of everything that's wrong with the world. They finally have adequate push-back and more importantly, exposure. What gave them their greatest power was their ability to hide in the shadows. They could call it all crazy conspiracy theory until their narcissism led to over-confidence with stealing elections, genocide (specifically the COVID plandemic) and their absolute break with reality, promoting men who identify as women (mad science transhumanistic agendas) went too far. They were supposed to have the internet fully locked down, and they do not. The cult de-programming is well underway, and I'll add that it appears a re-organization type of bankruptcy is also well underway. POTUS took a carriage ride that was normally reserved for the King of England. This royal family, like many other European royal families were under the thumb of the demon-worshipping dynasty families who compromised them. This is slowly entering the narrative and public noosphere with Epstein and Randy Andy. The former Prince Andrew will not be the lone bad apple thrown under the bus in order to preserve the rotten barrel. Something bigger is underway, and that carriage ride was a big tell. Most people would probably be lost if I were to follow this carriage ride mention with the things going on between the U.S., Iran and Israel, the condition of the Strait of Hormuz, and also NATO, but Sheila Holm and the Promethian Update channel are helping me to understand how this geopolitical Rubix Cube puzzle turns next.
to hear her explain what's going on with Iran. It's similar to what had to happen with the Panama Canal. She does this great research. Some people might find her explanations ridiculous or heavily influenced by Christian bias, but she's spot on. She seems to have prophetic gifting. Her work and her perspective resonate with me, so I feel very strongly about sharing it.
I will end with a few more interviews that I think are relevent. While exhausting and challenging in every conceivable way, we are living through best of times, worst of times, exciting times.
It’s President’s Day as I begin this month’s post. So much to process as the Epstein Files disclosure flood really begins. I can’t even keep my mouth shut about it anymore, at least anytime I have a one-to-one opportunity for steam valve release. I don't bother in a group of TDS sufferers. That’s probably dangerous still, but if I’m with a friend, colleague or even a client and he or she goes off on President Trump, my response is a polite but visceral one. I will point out how Trump was an FBI informant years ago before he became president. He kicked Epstein out of Mar-a-Lago, and as President, Trump helped to shut down the Island. This is all on public record now. Hence, Trump is hated by Hollywood, a great deal of the political world, both Left and Right, and also by every other aspect of the Establishment, most significantly the news media. This wing of the Hydra Beast has been covering for Epstein for decades like it did for Jimmy Savile and their other so-called “elites”. The media has used sophisticated propaganda science to effectively convince at least a third of the population that Trump is more dangerous than Hitler and must be assassinated. Thankfully that significant portion did not reach 50% or higher, but it is still about 25% today (see https://freespoke.com/search/web?q=what+percentage+of+the+USA+approves+of+assassination+in+the+name+of+democracy%3F&utm_source=freespoke_ios&asid=5PvFRjhxoLKX&lchid=mOG0Be).
I contend that a morbidly wealthy, demon-worshipping mafia of dynasty families, with the help of our captured institutions, normalized assassination “in the name of democracy” for this 25%. They were also ready to end women’s sports, replacing biological women with Trans “women”. Any biological women surviving the gang purge attacks would be sterilized to fight climate change. Think this is ridiculous fringe conspiracy theory? Just such a scenario has been in the making for a while with open borders and would have only been an escalation of what's been going on in Europe now for over a decade, all but ignored by authorities so they wouldn't be fired for "racism". This Global Satanic Mafia was on the brink of making school children learn dozens, if not 664 fantastic, new & improved genders, mandating funding sex changes for minors and prisoners using the peasant tax slaves funds. They would have continued adding to the mandatory vaccine schedule until it also reached several hundred, maybe even their hallowed 666, normalizing diabetes, learning disabilities, autoimmune disorders, heart failure and all kinds of mysterious, new diseases in most toddlers. The only ones able to reach the new ripe old age of 18 would have been the ones able to afford complex medical care. Logan’s Run, the old television dystopian series was a kind of predictive programming. It is sobering, quite astonishing really. The Epstein Files onion will be peeled away over the next few years, proving that not only was Alex Jones right about nearly everything, so was David Icke. Some of my anon cohorts effectively argue that it's all so over-the-top now, that it has to be White Hats wrestling control. The morbidly wealthy mafia and their newest useful idiots worked slowly and gradually over decades to rebrand and disguise their latest rendition of Marxist Revolution. It had to be forced into a Code Blue Color Revolution, wrapped in the rainbow flag, and "Green" climate hoax hysteria. It appears that through a similar infiltration as what corrupted our institutions, and perhaps awakening of conscience and use of courage by people already embedded in the system, good people with money in positions of power effectively threw enough wrenches into the Beast's machine, slowing down the works and exposing it for the horrid nightmare that it is. It’s in the light now. This Mafia never wanted this current level of exposure until a post-nuclear war era, with 99% of it's survivors in a hospital or nursing home, with our children being taken away to an abusive home as we lay paralyzed from the mafia's latest assaults. Whatever it is today, it's still psy-op, maybe even a battle between the dying Beast's psychological operation, and the Alliance's good one that is meant to act as cult-deprogramming therapy for the masses. It is impossible to ignore, yet also difficult to tolerate or even watch sometimes.
It’s more than obvious to me that powerful people, maybe once-powerful people who had at one time complete control over what the "news" and entertainment media repeated 24/7 in bursts, year after year, decade after decade, more than likely hate Donald Trump because they were targeted, got invited to the island (or some other place like it), went there, and have done very bad things, possibly under duress or while intoxicated. It’s disgusting at best, horrific and terrorizing at worst, all very nauseating, so I try not to share sordid details with others. Yet I feel compelled to simply state that Trump shut down Epstein Island, and, more importantly, he allowed for the arrest and prosecution of Gislaine Maxwell. He came down the escalator in a symbolic act of choosing to lower himself from a safe place to fight the beast system with the common people. In his first term he facilitated the takedown of similar powerful honeytrap clubs such as the NXIVM cult, as well as the putting away of sick entertainment moguls like Harvey Weinstein. Knowing about these things for years doesn’t make it any easier, except that it's reassuring that justice has been happening, is still happening, and will continue, likely for another 20 years with news of it being dripped out to the general public in slow motion to help preserve their sanity.
I recently saw clips of the opening ceremonies for the Winter Olympics and was reminded why I don't watch television. The blood red color scheme resembled Biden's State of the Dark Winter Address we were given back in late 2023. More "Show" for the general public, still oblivious. Some might need ballet dancers tossing plastic babies into the cauldron. Maybe even then, there will still be no connecting the dots. They might call it dystopian “art”. Some people still have no idea of the information hitting the internet on what took place under Epstein Island. They might have a visiting friend or relative point out these sordid details about “elites” worshipping Satan next year, or maybe never. They may live a good long life, blissfully ignorant. I am so thankful that the Opening Ceremonies were just more disclosure "Show". If Team Evil were truly still in charge, there would have been ballet dancers tossing live babies in the ceremonial cauldron on national television, complete with screams, and I'd be in a Green Zone, getting forcefully vaccinated to death to help fight the latest "pandemic", another completely contrived combo of something like aerosolized rabies and Marburg virus, springing up mysteriously less than a mile away from makeshift labs run by Chinese nationals; identical talking points coming through fax machines to public health departments everywhere, and anyone questioning anything ending up fired or worse.
I have come to learn when I have to take a break from this horror show, and real life presents so many opportunities. I am back to work, and while "off" today, a national holiday, I am still on-call, and have taken several calls so far this holiday weekend. At the same time, I am doing my best to keep an ailing family member out of the disappointing local hospital system and even worse nursing home system where I live, doing housekeeping and preparing clean meals for the upcoming work week. Thanks to President Trump and the people behind him, I am confident and grateful I won't have to continue this frenetic pace much longer or that this horrid "Show" will have to go on much longer either. Maybe another 10 or 20 years, but hopefully not much longer than that. I'll be able to retire before reaching the the age of 80. Unlike most of my grandparents, I will not be slaving in back-breaking conditions until disabled or dead from cancer, liver failure or heart attack, drinking myself to death to numb the pain and horror. There is light at the end of this tunnel. Although it is still just a small dot for some like myself, working an average 12+ hours per day between housekeeping and career, it is still better than pure hopelessness.
I’m back to work as the Obamacare hamster wheel is getting dismantled, so there’s barely a moment to discuss what the real “new world order” will be, but it’s better than the last one.
The fraud exposure phase of this war isn’t over, but the public justice rollout is finally getting set to go. Contempt of Congress for the Clintons is just the start. We were all saved from Arkancide, thanks to Orange Man Good and the brave men and women backing him. Our military is keeping the bankster mafia and their globalist monster/demon overlords from launching another civil war, and silver has broken the paper hold in the last few weeks, set to breach $100/oz by the end of this week. That and the new Food Pyramid has me jazzed.
My time off from the Obamacare hamster wheel is turning out to be a little longer than anticipated, but it makes for a very special holiday season and time of reflection, diving into current events like the Colorado wing of the elite global mafia Deep State and their persecution of Tina Peters, needed housekeeping, actual rest and recreation. I finally got the office desk clean. Perhaps I'll avoid any civil unrest that may be brewing in the county seat where I've been working up to just a few weeks ago.
My boss could no longer afford a nurse and has to go back to hiring a medical assistant that is paid just slightly above minimum wage. She wrote me a very nice letter of recommendation. We were having trouble like everyone else getting insurance reimbursements, and cost of doing business is going up for everyone in Libtardia. She was also robbed out of at least a thousand dollars a few months ago in a complex scam. Times are getting tight and weird. I may have to work as a glorified medical aid close to home in order to keep my head above water, not work 12-16 hour shifts or whatever the new normal is on the floor now. It was bad when I left skilled nursing, and they may have normalized the 20 hour workday by now.
I've started the application process for positions that make sense, but there's a great deal of competition for these few spots. This area is just a notch above rural, and word travels. While I do have a good work history and rapport, I am also a heretic to the vaxxine orthodoxy and a deplorable MAGA Republican. I don’t do a lot to hide these things. It may take another decade before the collective reckoning has finished righting the massive wrongs done in the name of $cience and “democracy”.
I’ve often thought palliative care might be a good place to finish my allopathic nursing career. Helping people die is what allopathic medicine does best currently, there is a need for people who can do this kind of work well, and I can. I have belief in afterlife and holistic approach that is sorely needed in every situation but especially end-of-life care. Yet I’m hesitant, knowing about their 12 hour shifts which easily turn into 16 hour shifts at least once a month if not more frequently. Only the nurse-to-patient ratio is a little better than what I experienced at the SNF, but they may also be just as stretched and demanding the impossible. I also know the clot shots are taking their toll on the pool of qualified nurses. I’m one of a small percentage of nurses who said no. We’ll win in the end, and we’re just beginning to experience some validation, but who knows when the mass hysteria truly ends and evil people who authorized this nightmare are rounded up in a public justice phase.
Travel nursing companies seem to have an abundance of openings, and they are paying very well, but it would take me away from home. I suspect it’s a kind of honey pot. The contracts are difficult to read and come with all kinds of catches, also likely involve working 12-16 hour shifts. I watched travel staff coworkers endure all kinds of shenanigans over the years. It works well if you can find a ethical employer, have a motor home and family that can travel with, but I don't. All I can do is pray and collect unemployment until something realistic comes up.
I always hoped there would be more telehealth opportunities or practices opening up. I hear and read about small outfits doing exciting things with repurposed medications, health coaching and polypharmacy reduction, but these telehealth clinics are led by good doctors and teams of nurse practitioners getting privately paid. I think of the people using ivermectin gel on skin cancer and things like that. Insurance barely pays for conventional things, and that's only after a long drawn out prior authorization process. They definitely won't pay for health coaching or unconventional cancer treatments that actually work and might undermine their machine.
It took about 30 years for the standardized practice of routine hand-washing with soap in between patients to be implemented in medical facilities in the 1800s. This wasn't codified here in the US until 1970-something. There are a few other historical examples like this I can come up with that demonstrate how the industry of healthcare slow-walks any real progress. It is dysfunctional to a point that is literally criminal negligence, even sadistic. This has a lot to do with this industry being captured by a morbidly wealthy family that positioned itself into oligarch status after our constitutional republic was corporatized over a hundred years ago. I know the Trump Administration is working on cleaning this up, but it may take another 10 or 20 years before we have significant change like a moratorium on the childhood vaccine schedule. Public standing up to this outrageous wrongdoing needs to happen before authorities add another 585 “safe and effective” injections to the childhood vaccine schedule, leading to 9/10 children dead by the age of 12, mysteriously and coincidentally, of course. The Hep B vax was just removed, and the COVID mRNA "vaccines" will soon have black box warnings. These two modest measures have led to such an uproar, however, we'll likely see more hysterical theatrics and foot-dragging the industry is notorious for. I listened to one person screeching the usual, billions will die, etc. I have no patience for these serial liars or their cult adherents. 🎄Post-Christmas Update: Some good news is brewing:
This break, as difficult financially as it is right now in the State of Commiefornia where we won't see a reduction in cost of living until The Swamp is drained and sanitized, is still welcome and for so many reasons. Reason number one being to avoid the continuing mass psychosis in healthcare settings where the smart ones are often quiet as there is no use in trying to reason with the deranged. I’ve learned to be careful with how I present my thoughts and to whom. I will have to go back to it soon enough, but the break was so needed.
It's been years since I could just sit down with my ukulele and significantly improve fingering techniques. The last time I could do this was when I was on vacation in Hawaii 4 years ago. This last week was spent working on sourdough recipes, but I think tomorrow I'll work on Christmas music practice. I feel drawn to take the electrified ukulele to the nursing home and play them some Christmas music. This was a promise I made to one of the residents years ago, but I was exhausted at that time. I can no longer say that I'm exhausted, and after a few months of playing with the worship team at church, I've become much more confident playing for others. It's always been a therapeutic tool for me; maybe it can be so for others. Some days I wake up discouraged and grumbly about how long this war is taking, and how bizarre the news has become. The latest WW-WTF Headline is The Turtle Island Liberation Front. Yesterday I was just repeating that headline with occasional thoughts about the Franklin Turtle controversy until I couldn't stop laughing. The hysterical laughing ended with tears and then a strange dissociative apathy. I kept telling myself this has to be more psy war waged by the military's secret undercover army (See https://www.newsweek.com/exclusive-inside-militarys-secret-undercover-army-1591881). I'm not the target audience, I have to keep reassuring myself, but then my mind returned to the possibility, given that this headline did sprout from a Southern Commiefornia college campus and is so ghey that it might be real. Anyway, I concluded the day resolving to take a break from the "news" and work on more therapeutic activities, but this has been difficult. Even my phone’s VPN interference with internet, leading to hours of troubleshooting with tech support could not keep me from eventually solving the problem and binging on news again.
There has been so much good news too. Precious metals prices are starting to climb again, and I think something very special happens when the price of silver breaks $70/ounce. It’s so close, and it surely did break $70 right before Christmas, as if in a fanciful Operation Santa Claus. I was dancing Christmas Day, sharing silver I’d collected throughout the years. It was all I could give but so precious and exciting, dipping into my little stash of silver for what will be remembered as an historic occasion. Today, the day after Christmas as I plug in these updates, silver continues to soar and may break $80/oz by market closing time.
Trump keeps talking about ending income tax and election fraud; then he made moves that signal Federal decriminalization of marijuana should happen if ever we get true representation in our House of Representatives. It has therapeutic potential for people, and really should not be used recreationally. But is it any more dangerous than alcohol, probably not. Again, that could take another 10-20 years following removal of the Smartmatic/Dominion selection machines, weeks of “counting” votes, some of them cast by dead people or illegal immigrants. We also just got super exciting news about Trump’s media group merging with a nuclear fusion project?! I was hoping for cold fusion but that may require another 10-20 years to see. The Epstein disclosure is again spilling out with Israel’s Deep State under scrutiny, thanks to months of frustrating reverse psychology and other compelling drama between social media personalities, mostly regarding the lingering questions surrounding the Charlie Kirk assassination. All of this nonsense acts like a crowbar, opening people’s minds, causing people to observe and question. ICE continues to deport people who came through our borders illegally, and the left/right divide & conquer paradigm continues to be highlighted with terms like Suicidal Empathy used in podcast discussions. Trans culture continues to wreak of horrid demonic stench at worst, untreated mental illness at best. While some of this news is disturbing and may even be fake, I am reassured that the Overton Window is widening, lengthening, and getting a thorough window-washing.
Lastly, and most importantly as I prepare to publish today, I need to take a moment to write on the best news of all, and that is Jesus returning in our hearts today through the power of the Holy Spirit if we only ask. Some day we may truly see a more multi-sensory arrival back on Earth, but until that time we can feel His presence today. My time off has given me peace and quiet to really get in touch with Holy Spirit, pray and read scripture. It has provided so much peace, reassurance and comfort during what could otherwise be a very challenging time. For instance, I have no money for Christmas presents this year. Normally I’m collecting presents all year long, but I took a cut in pay working at the nephrology clinic during late 2024 through most of 2025. While a large swath of the US started to experience financial relief, not California. Cost of living has stayed high, while taxes and other burdensome over-regulation have made small business next to impossible. Last year right after hire the other staff person and I received bonuses right before Christmas. I was counting on that happening again this year for Christmas money, but instead, I was let go.
For years I’ve complained about the mercantilization of Christmas and other Holy Days, but this year I’m truly experiencing Christmas in a very humble way for the first time as an adult. Rereading over the original Christmas story has grounded me and also had me realize that I could either let my current circumstances sink my spirit deep into depression or I can let them take me to a place of humble acceptance and wonder. Right now I’m wondering if our recent flood waters will recede, allowing me to get to work if hired. If it happens, great. If not, I trust Jesus will still be there..
