WW-WtF Processing 🗳️🧑‍🎤 Early Edition (I can't wait for) 11/22/24

Well, we made it through the election. The night of the election, when they called it for Trump around 10:30 pm Pacific Time and the day after when I woke up reading that a billion ballots hadn't arrived at 3am to swing it back for Kamala, I felt like we shifted timelines. Yet just a week and a half later as it is at the time of my writing, a strange sensation overtook me today. It feels like I'm personally having to reconcile the last few years emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I suppose that has something to do with witnessing a small segment of the country losing their minds, similar to how they did 8 years ago. We have one end of the bell curve doing this, and a small segment on the other end is rejoicing, but the majority of the country is carrying on like nothing big has happened. That creates cognitive dissonance, a paradox of surreal-ness for me, knowing that something really big is actually happening; just not seeing the full benefits of it yet. I'm also hearing and seeing a lot about the ones losing their mind on social media, but (thankfully) I'm not seeing it in analog life. I feel like it's coming, or at least happening elsewhere though--this strange sensation of clashing timelines. 

 

Although much of California has "turned Red", I live in a county that was still supposedly predominantly blue on the 2024 election map. While I'd normally be suspicious of these maps, I know some black-pilled Republicans who have more confidence in their stash of firearms and MRE's than the government having any redeeming characteristics (or any "White Hat Alliance"). They've lost any confidence in fair and transparent elections here in California, and I have a hard time arguing with them. Mom, for instance, didn't vote this time despite my encouragement. She finally sees what I've been talking about for years. Both Mom and I know a lot of these hard left Democrats who somehow seem to be keeping it together, probably thanks to the Zoloft, Buspar, and may be even some Ativan. I talk to these people daily. I have to navigate around them in the health food store and Costco. I work with them. Some are patients or other professionals in my sphere. We just don't talk politics much anymore. I used to and I've tried to be polite and forgiving lately. Perhaps I am more stunned and disgusted by the antisocial or other inappropriate things they'd blurt out occasionally. This happened a couple months ago: A nursing colleague bemoaned how Donald Trump's latest assassin wasn't successful. My gut reaction was to ask how such a sentiment could possibly be considered normal or appropriate, even acceptable in a modern civilized world with laws against murder, etc. I feel sorry and sometimes sick over the state of these people. The media has been modeling or promoting with innuendo and “art” for the last 8-9 years that assassination of Donald Trump is perfectly fine. I am grieved over how some of my friends and colleagues have been cult indoctrinated by the friends and slaves of Jeffrey Epstein and P. Diddy. I chose to just give my colleague a stunned look. I might have even said, "Wow," although she probably didn't even notice. 

There's this highly charged aspect, and then there's hundreds of other smaller, yet still important points. They feel like burs in my socks--like the word democracy. People often say our country is a democracy. They refer to our system of governance as a democracy when it is not--or at least it's a gross oversimplification. I know from my formal education and recent refreshing on the US Constitution and the California Constitution that this country, the United States were/was founded and still functions (although poorly) as a constitutional republic, a government based upon rule of law with democratic features. It also has some features of a monarchy, and that's where the president and governors come in. Would we ever refer to our government as a monarchy? Probably not, but it would be just as reasonable to say that so and so is a threat to our monarchy. Our California flag has the word Republic on it. My friends and I are so polarized when it comes to these foundational things that it hardly matters that Republic is written right on our State flag. Anyone can go out and look upon it Monday through Friday on Main Street. This is how I know that some of my friends are literally cult indoctrinated. I see it from shills on social media all the time--liberals calling us a MAGA Cult. It was curious to me when Merrily, a once-close nursing associate, projected this, telling me I've been terribly misguided and indoctrinated. This was years ago, but I still remember her wide-eyed look at me like it was yesterday. We stared at each other, looking the other right in the eyes, thinking the same thing about the other. I haven't seen her in at least 6 years. We've lost touch. She was an otherwise-smart and wildly talented individual; a powerhouse at getting things done. She had business acumen and impressive skill at making jewelry. I purchased her craft, and I miss her dearly at times. 

I think about others like her where similar things have happened--this time concerning the COVID vaxxine. (Please pardon my inability to bring myself to write the word vaccine when it comes to the mRNA bioweapons. I've watched too many colleagues endure needless vaxxine injury to ever go along with the gaslighting that this is anything but war on 99% of humanity.) One associate in particular was a Christian Republican woman who's husband was running for office. I helped with a donation. She was our Infection Preventionist (IP) Nurse. Although we shared political leanings and a love of Jesus, we butted heads a number of times about the supposedly "Safe and Effective" COVID interventions. She said something to me one time indicating she thought I was misguided. I was heartbroken that we couldn't see eye-to-eye about such important things. I saw something so big happening--including the initial announcement of the COVID "Green Zones" (their planned concentration camps for the unvaxxed) that the CDC was trying to set up. I recently caught a ZeroHedge article with the author obviously still processing like I am. (See https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2024-11-08/cdc-planned-quarantine-camps-nationwide). This stuff is so big that I frequently think to myself, DEAR GOD, DID THIS JUST REALLY HAPPEN? THANK YOU, GOD, FOR GETTING US THROUGH THIS. YIKES. IT'S NOT OVER. GOD HELP US GET THROUGH THE REST OF IT. 

The IP Nurse has also since moved on, never once even texting. A few months ago I lost a great deal of  my phone contacts, including hers, deleting my old emails. Yet I think about her often, praying she is all right. Many of my friends at church got the shots. They're figuring the truth out, thankfully. There is nothing beyond what God can do if they only ask. I've seen too many miracles to ever think otherwise. My church friends/associates are coming around about Trump as well, but it's conversation that comes up very infrequently because of the awkward tension and very tight finances here still in California. My free time for nurturing friendships is cut short still due to working full time and being frugal with spare time to keep an organized home and tending to family matters. I cannot even run the heat like I'd like to because the electric bill could climb to over $600 dollars a month if I do. So, I'm wearing long johns, a turtle neck and a jacket. So much energy is devoted to self-preservation and the care of those in my small circle.

I feel called to intercessory prayer for my California, my Democrat and/or vaxxine-injured friends/associates, and myself regarding the tension, because sometimes that’s all I can do with opportunities for conversation and debate so rare. People seem sore, and I am mentally and emotionally exhausted, or maybe just pressed for time as noted above. Sometimes it's just awkward. Then when it comes to some of my professional associates, I have to throw my hands up, resolved to the possibility that many of them need a multidisciplinary team made up of experienced therapists of all different varieties like the cognitive/behavioral type, music and even horticultural therapists; massage therapists could be helpful as psychological traumas are often stored in muscle. Then for the acute phases a psychiatrist might be needed for some medicine--although the goal should be not to continue on pharmaceuticals indefinitely as the industry has been prone to do lately. It may even be necessary to have a chaplain with the skills of an exorcist for some of the more extreme situations. 

When I look at what is going on in the Awakening Movement, I see just such a team effort, gradually deprogramming and righting the ship of our people. We have the meme therapists, the vloggers, the bloggers, the comedians and teachers. There's Jan Halper-Hayes providing very clear academic-level insights. Then there's the prayer and intercessory teams like Elijah Streams, Open the Heavens events, and Delora Obrien's The Gathering Movement. Some of them like Clay Clark’s missionary work have done excellent at covering not just the spiritual but the other aspects of this therapeutic experience. I know many of the Left won't gravitate to these events, but they are available supports for those like myself so that we don't feel alone in the wilderness. I am so thankful to be part of a digital community that is coping with what's going on in a healthy way. We have to be a strong, healthy, and moral people to correctly run a our Constitutional Republic and to effectively fight its enemies--both foreign and domestic. 

Without the moral compass, we will eventually have trans athletes dominating and destroying women's sports, and other more horrific crimes being called "The New Normal". Without the teachers, vloggers and bloggers, we will have people led astray with polypharmacy, vaxxines, toxic food, and promotion of gender dysphoria that all result in certain illness if not death. The actual misinformation about our form of government being simply a democracy, when it is so much more complex than that, results in being led down a path of communism by small degrees, insidiously over several generations. In California, we are all but there, nestled in the bosom of Red China. Without the necessary corrections, we will have a military tricked into resumption of fighting wars for all the wrong reasons; we will have a people misled into fighting a more full-blown civil war than what we have already. Our people have even been coerced into becoming half-witting child abusers, taking their children to the doctor when told to by the school system, repeatedly injuring them despite overwhelming evidence that the draconian vaccine schedule is doing outrageous harm to our children. Without trustworthy leadership in our institutions, we will have a weak, sick, mentally ill and dangerous public. This is finally getting addressed with the appointment of Bobby Kennedy to an important position. He’s also doing the modeling/role-modeling work of those in the Democrat Party going from one paradigm to another. I’ve always liked him for his work fighting for vaccine-injured children and their families. He’s also bringing up the dangers of toxic ingredients in food and our drinking water. 

Not all of President Trump’s appointments will be as fantastic as RFK Jr., and not that he's perfect or should be idolized. He's just a man with some insight and expertise. Some of these appointments will prove themselves to be horrid Uniparty sell-outs that many of us suspect them to be. The Swamp Draining isn’t even close to being done imho, and this method (of appointing communist-colluders, bloodthirsty neocon war hawks or Pedo Fight Club members) has been successful at weeding them out eventually in the past. I don’t think we’re done seeing it. Others I listen to have said so also. This seems to be a source of frustration for some in the MAGA Movement, but I think it’s best to just accept this as part of a more complex process than just simple governance. It’s one of cleaning out corruption and deprogramming a cult-indoctrinated population. At least 30-40% is still having a hard time with Trump. Then we have a larger segment, I’m guessing 70-80% of the entire US population that would say yes if they honestly responded to the question, would you be fearful if the majority of your friends, family and associates, including your boss knew you were a vaccine skeptic. 

There really is still a lot of work to get done, and that’s where I must bring up how we must acknowledge and deal with the million or so Satanic Cult adherents that have likely participated in rituals that included crimes against children. The average person would think this impossible and even delusional. I wish that were so. WikiLeaks dump aside, the ugly stats and other known facts on secretive subcultures like this one and child trafficking--information that is readily available on government websites, as well as the leniency in laws concerning child sexual assault in some states like California and Colorado will eventually wake up more people, especially as we have more celebrities like P. Diddy perp-walked on mainstream television news and entertainment. It may take another dozen highly-publicized arrests over the next 20-30 years, because the magnitude and details of these crimes is so disturbing that it’s better to help people guard their psyche, not throw too much at them with regards to the horrific realities. Thankfully, men with guns are on a mission, taking care of this monstrosity of a problem. Government websites document hundreds if not thousands of related arrests. Seasoned New York police officers committed suicide over this kind of information a few years ago (web search "Anthony Weiner's laptop"). Was it suicide or were they suicided? I pray efforts are made to prevent this kind of tragedy from happening again. Help for officers and military needs to be in place and offered at a very low cost, literally subsidized with the confiscated wealth of the monsters who've committed these heinous crimes, and with no judgment or penalty for PTSD-afflicted officers and military. Strong witness protection programs also. Anyway, today I’m just doing a lot of intercession and some rumination: Did that almost just happen?!?! and Did that just really happen?!?! processing. I'll post some more interesting and relevant memes & videos below.

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2024/11/pnut-squirrels-spirit-lives-squirrel-spotted-running-across/

 

 

 

 

Personal Log and Comm before the Storm ⛈️ WW-WtF Update

Just as I was beginning to suspect last July, I knew at some level problems were coming. At the end of last month I was relieved of my duties where I've been employed the last 10 years. I'd hit the top of the pay ladder and wasn't doing as hoped (not promoting "Safe and Effective" interventions or DEI BS, not bullying coworkers into doing more with less, etc., ect.). For years I knew I was swimming with sharks, working for less-than-honorable creeps in suits with MBAs, likely reporting to cold-blooded criminals at the top of a corporate structure that seems to be completely in lock-step with globalist forces that want to roll out communism, rebranded of course, renamed "democracy" with fuzzy slogans like "Social Justice", endless mandatory vaxxines, and money to crowd-source mobs, mercenary armies, after-parties and private islands where children are brutalized. These last few years I naively tried to talk sense into people, and sometimes it worked. It worked fairly well for the first 7 or 8 years. These last 3 years have worn me out, so this reprieve is truly a blessing. I've finally restored healthy oxytocin levels. I can look people in the eye and speak in complete sentences again, can sit down and create a solid argument using math and minimal tangents. "Burnout" is no joke. This break will be brief, however. I am looking for work and have had 2 interviews already, as living is outrageously expensive in these times, especially in Commiefornia. I'm praying to be led to more reasonable working conditions, an honest employer who's mission is not to gloss over Informed Consent, medically harm and then enslave the public with more expensive medical solutions. If nothing else, maybe I focus in on palliative care where I can confidently practice the best nursing that this failing healthcare system can provide. Modern healthcare is adept at helping people die. Chronic disease numbers prove it. It might be pleasant to just help people stay comfortable through this difficult transition. Or perhaps I can go to work for a small business not completely captured by The Beast.

Returning to this termination: It was not honest. I'm calling it wrongful and filing for unemployment insurance for the first time in several decades. Last August I'd received a performance evaluation that equated to a C-minus grade overall. It was the first time in years I'd even received any written evaluation. This came after a conversation I had with the latest Director of Nurses about how we'd gone from an average census of 60 residents to 80 or more in the span of a few months. That's an increase of one third in workload with no reasonable plan to address it. The position was already a challenge with the census at 60. I was overwhelmed at 70-80, not able to get all the treatments and required documentation done in 12 hours or less, and I was not willing to work 60 or more hours a week in order to get most of it done. The charge nurses are also stretched, given the normalization of polypharmacy, and the fact that we're dealing with more psychiatric problems and behavioral issues than ever. Charge nurses were approaching an average of 30 residents/patients per nurse, so to expect them to assist in the application of twice or three times daily (or more) antifungal powders, zinc oxide creams, ace wraps, noting Wound MD orders, etc., was unreasonable. Yet that was management's brilliant strategy. The director of staff development concurred with me that to do the wound care and "treatments" right, we'd need to divide the building into two treatment nurse positions. Management argued that we were both wrong. An atmosphere developed on the floor that reminded me of a few years ago when I'd occasionally see fellow charge nurses chart they'd given medications that they really hadn't. They did this in order to appear competent. If I'd had time, I could prove the management-induced fraudulence and fight the bad practice, but I had my own assignments to complete. These were busy 12-hour shifts. At the end of my work days I was exhausted and had no fight in me. I felt like I'd given CPR for hours on end, calling for help with everyone else too busy to help, and feeling shamed for collapsing in exhausion. Calling State in does nothing. I watched regulatory failure in real time over the last decade. I'd report my observations to Directors of Nurses (DONs) who eventually came to see what I was seeing. Yet as quick as that happened, the DONs were fired or quit in frustration after burnout. I came to realize that above our heads, corporate management employs this same dirty strategy on the DONs as is implemented in the strata below, resulting in epic turnover trends. The turnover in that building should be embarrassing. I don't think some of these people are capable of seeing the true picture at least on one one end of the spectrum, and at the other end they're incapable of normal human responses like embarrassment over high turnover. I'm finally convinced it's so profit-driven--similar to Ford Pintos that were allowed to explode and kill people before there was enough legal push-back to cause change that just pushed auto manufacturing overseas where they weren't beholden to labor laws. Turnover is actually a kind of sociopathic strategy. Thanks to the COVID blood money, they've been able to get away with it so far, bringing in travel nurses who's minds are hundreds of miles away. I frequently see them pass medications with an ear bud in their ear, talking to someone else. The last decent DON finally saw it too and TRIED to stop this dangerous practice. She was moved to the MDS nurse position in another building. Order out of chaos. 

I had a disagreement with one of these new know-it-all contract nurses who can talk on the phone and pass meds at the same time. We disagreed about a wound. She called it a pressure sore, and I called it denuded Moisture Associated Skin Damage or MASD. I have wound care certification and 10 more years of nursing experience over her, as well as continuity-of-care experience with the resident, and the wound doctor who agreed with my assessment. I tried to have a reasonable conversation with her, but she went juvenile on me. My colleagues saw the ridiculousness, giving me encouragement that management would see through this. The new administrator who'd been there for all of maybe 2 weeks took her side. 

Returning to that little weasle who told me to not get "too comfortable" last July, I think they were scouting out a reason to let me go. I was an inconvenience in more ways than one, primary having reached the top of their pay scale in a tanking Biden/Harris economy and no longer asking “how high” every time they told me to jump. Also knowing (metaphorically?) where all the bodies were buried. I was one of the few who didn't get the vax, and I continued to remain COVID-free despite outbreak after outbreak in our building. I was educating all who would listen that the shots were neither safe nor effective. Most were starting to agree, given the health problems they were suffering following the injections, and how they were getting COVID over and over and over again. I also utilized supervision and teaching strategies that included kindness, empathy, logic, healthy boundaries, and questioning authority, including myself. Management/Corporate Culture in the facility uses and promotes a subtle form of bullying, a kind of groupthink, dismissing or shaming anyone who thinks outside of their box. I also thought it was weird to have to travel long distances for training sessions in the age of Zoom Meetings; these occasions were a kind of honey trap in my opinion. We were diametrically opposed in our value systems and approaches, so I didn't fit into this toxic management culture. They kicked me out of management over a year ago and were probably hoping I'd just quit like the rest. While I am sad for those residents who I cared for and will miss, and it pains me knowing that things are not getting done—especially knowing that calling in the regulators does nothing truly productive, I am glad to be free to do something else. I am excited to visit as a guest, have some fun playing bingo with my family, and continue to be disrupting the toxic bullshit corporate culture.

I contend that I'm living a microcosmic aspect of the larger war we're in as a nation and even world-wide. Those proponents of the beast system, calling us wrong or lol projection, calling us tyrants, for wanting an honest and fair system, for wanting to correct or incarcerate those who lie, cheat, steal--even mass murder for an agenda, and those who groom and rape children (aka the true P+ in their LGBTQP+ Community). TV stars including popular mainstream media figures are starting to panic following the avalanche of revelations about the Diddy parties. This arrest comes with Epstein NOT FORGOTTEN. Maybe it would fly if there were another 20 or 30 years since Jeffrey Epstein didn't kill himself. More importantly, even more whistle-blowers are talking about dark, ritualistic orgies that involved CHILDREN, AND very disturbing murders, etc. at these so-called parties. These "elites" bemoan that Seal Teams will start coming after them if Trump is elected. Well, if they raped children, sacrificed them to Moloch or whatever, or were complicit, watching it happen and supporting these horrific atrocities, then why shouldn't they be held accountable? If our "justice system" and other government systems are just as compromised as I believe they are, if our border is open in order to allow in hundreds of thousands of children who just vanish, then yes, Seal Teams should get involved in the take-down of what appears to be a syndicate of wealthy degenerates. Then they need to go after pushers of safe and effective vaxxines that just happened to result in the death of millions and the injury of many more. 

Years ago when I started this blog, Epstein Island was still a well-protected, highly-guarded nightmarish playground. Weather warfare was just a crazy conspiracy theory. No more. Sufficient evidence is finally dripping into public consciousness about these things and that "Drumph and Putin" are not responsible for all that's wrong in the world. Quite the opposite, these men are trying to save and safeguard our children. Trump and Putin are figureheads in a movement that is working to free humanity from bondage that many are only just beginning to acknowlege is real. They are also both Christians and give credit to Jesus. I occasionally see information that reassures me that we have a growing worldwide alliance that is truly going after the evil, destabilizing its strongholds, and setting up parallel systems that are based in reality and integrity. I will post some of that below. 

Also, I want to share three more force-multiplier gems I came upon recently. I call these things force-multipliers or gems because they take just a little effort to learn about and safely incorporate into practice, but can have a powerfully positive impact on so many different areas of life. "My people perish for lack of knowlege" is so very, very real. Just as Team Evil is trying to normalize heart disease, strokes and genital mutilation in children like they've normalized childhood obesity and diabetes, so much is now circulating on the web that can lengthen our lifespans and increase our quality of life exponentially. One such thing is DMSO. I learned about DMSO years ago when I was active in martial arts. My sensei created a topical remedy for injuries that had DMSO as it's base. He put in some herbs. I wish I'd learrned what was all in it. He called it Dit Da Jow, and I don't know if I'm spelling it correctly. He spoke about DMSO, and I thought it was too fantastical and strange to be true, but the remedy worked. It's been years, and I've since forgotten about it. I recently read about DMSO in a Mercola article, https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2024/10/11/dimethyl-sulfoxide-dmso.aspx?ui=b61b5d13ec6362601790ace312bee1fcfe98c623b54ffd701c3bee2780a8f5a2&sd=20230729&cid_source=dnl&cid_medium=email&cid_content=art1HL&cid=20241011&foDate=false&mid=DM1642580&rid=138603485. My sensei wasn't embellishing. I truly wish I would have had more respect for the man, but I was young and under the influence of toxic culture. 

One other gem I came upon in the last few days is Lactobacillus reuteri (see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZV1oYv5Ddo). There is some fascinating research on this particular probiotic that most of us no longer have in our systems due to antibiotic use. It's not commonly included in popular probiotic supplements. I found instructions on making yogurt culture, assembled all the items needed for less than $30, made some of that up, and it is good. I'll be sharing it with Mom if she'll give it a try. It has been a few years since I was so excited about finding such a gem. Strange to have 3 come at me in the span of 2 weeks, but I've been doing a great deal of reflection, meditation and prayer these last few days. In Judeo-Christian tradition, this (period I started writing the post) is the end of the old year and start of a new, so all of this is really special in my opinion. The last gem I stumbled upon years ago was Kaatsu training; prior to that Carbon 60 and nootropics like alpha-lipoic acid. It all started with adaptogens and the green smoothie. These have all been answers to prayers, saving me from disability and other problems. I was telling my aunt recently about how my eyesight has improved significantly with the Carbon 60. I know it sounds impossible, but I'm a believer now that I've experienced it. It took a few years of diligently including it in my routine, but how many people spend thousands AND go under the knife to improve their eyesight? I prefer to not go under the knife (or the lasar). 

The last force multiplier gem I have to share right now is the concept of the oral microbiome. I'd like to go more broadly into this to address a healthy microbiome in general--skin, nails, scalp, etc--even the home environment, but it's better to do it in digestible portions. Imagine an isolated population of natives that don't brush their teeth; they just rinse after every meal, having perfect teeth--no cavities ever and no foul breath. What if 90% of humanity (because of common antibiotic use) no longer has a particular set of good microbes in their mouth, nose and sinus cavities, leading to dental problems and other infections like chronic sinus infections. You rinse your sinus, use every over-the-counter product available, but the problems quickly return if the routines are unsustainable. One retired dentist argues this, and I am trying out his product. I’ve had to completely reframe how I think about biofilm plaques—they can be beneficial, acting as a shield if formed by probiotics. I'll write about my results in the coming months. For now, I'll leave you with some more memes and some informative or at least interesting videos.

WW-WTF Update & Personal Log 🔥 🍳🔥

I took some time off because of returning inflammatory symptoms, fatigue that borders on exhaustion, and muscle aches that cannot really be explained. I wonder if there's something in the air or if this is just true weakness in my system that needs to be remedied with actual rest. I've been doing my best to keep up at work with unrealistic expectations that not even Olympic athletes could meet, keep a functional and reasonably clean home, be helpful to my family, and of course, watching/practicing discernment in what's going on in the world, a literal war between pedocrats and their congressional & agency sock puppets and patriots in these places. It's all catching up again. My nasal passages filled with mucous as I was trying to sleep the other night, draining and waking me up with coughing fits. That was after a lovely meal but followed by returning bladder spasms. I finally got some sleep after my 4 AM notification to my cohorts that I wouldn't be there. The over-productive mucous membranes also finally went to sleep, but waking up with fatigue and generalized muscle pain left me knowing that I'm fighting something. My tendency is to think the biolab people have "accidentally" released something else in the name of saving democracy. I thank God almost every day that me and my closest family members didn't take that VAIDS-inducing sacramental vaxxine, because we’d all be in the hospital right now or dead.

An aunt who was supposed to help a close family member get to her doctor's appointment fell ill, probably because she got the jabs. So, I was obligated to help over my weekend. That was preceded by my partner requiring a trip the ER that lasted 7 hours in the middle of the night before. He's reverting to binging on caffeine and sweets again with predictable consequences. The world has gone crazy, requiring everyone who can work to work overtime. Even after trimming down a workday, I’m still working 45 hours a week. My young colleagues are working regular 12-16 hour shifts, often 60-72 hours per week. My fiancé is also working mandatory overtime. Residents and staff who got the mRNA vaxxine and boosters are all falling ill with COVID. I can't say that all the unvaccinated are immune, but they recover quicker. Hopefully I’ll do the same. Overworked and mostly vaxxed colleagues are also making serious mistakes. I'm on a group text, so I witness my workplace crumbling in real-time, even on my “days off”. The corporate entity that owns and manages our facility is likely handled by globalists (pedocrat sock puppets). I’ve come to this conclusion after watching the rollout of vaxxines and DEI. Even the most honest & honorable of management in healthcare would not be able to effectively manage business right now. The entire ground of our reality is starting to shift as predicted by ethical financial experts. Simultaneously we have this convergence of civil unrest due to inflation, open borders, rising crime, and the rest of the failing “woke” agenda. It’s disturbing and depressing.

This morning after breakfast I laid down in bed because my limbs were cold, and I was tired. Usually I just listen to a podcast and fall asleep. This time my mind was racing from the topics brought up in the podcast, but I also couldn't focus solely on the content. My psyche kept retreating inward to sensations in my cold feet and hands, then to something deeper. It felt as if I were a tree that had lost all its leaves, now left with a trunk and branches with smaller limbs snapping off in the cold wind. Inner visceral memories of my childhood life in a small mill town returned with strange vividness. I was back there again during a Fall day, walking towards the north end of the city limits and experiencing the smells and comforting emotions of home before life there became difficult. Redwood lumber has a particular scent, and the scents of childhood have almost a psychotropic effect. It struck me that my core inner child was trying to tell my adult self something special but could only convey it in images, a peaceful at-home feeling, reassuring visceral memories, and the embrace of a small town's energy. It's still with me as I type this out. Finally, some energy had returned enough to go start on a blog post that will be due in 2 days. And by "due", I've made a requirement to myself and to my country to lay down subjective truth about what's going on in one Public Health Nurse's mind and life, and I suppose just as a person who hopes this Constitutional Republic survives and one day thrives following the death of the horrid counterfeit corporate US Government entity, currently struggling like a thirsty vampire writhing in the sunlight. 

The whirlwind shitstorm of recent news is only winding at a higher pitch with each passing week. We recently had the televised debate, a 2nd assassination attempt of Donald Trump and the capture of the latest would-be assassin; P-Diddy's arrest; increasing tensions with Russia over the dying corporate beast's attempt to start nuclear WWIII using Ukraine as a proxy; election integrity efforts in some States that each side will attempt to use or game in their favor; illegal immigrants barbequing pets and park geese in Ohio, and more. It's flooding the zone, and may "wake up" some but definitely lead others to further tuning out anything political until it ends up hitting their back yard or wallet. I'm personally channeling my energy into what I can do at home besides just voting. I have little confidence in California's election integrity, but for a short time while currency still has some value, donations will go to local patriots, nationwide media with integrity and places like the local fire department. I've made efforts to have a well-stocked emergency kit and other things to help my family and maybe even neighbors weather out any currency crisis, local unlawful invasion, lockdown or other events that require sheltering in place. Today and possibly the next day or so I will further restore my health, my most important asset. To that end, I will make this post short and tack on a few interesting videos. Now that memes are "illegal" in Gavin Newsom's Corporate California, I may have to be more careful with those lol. 

WW-WTF Update 🙈🦠8/22/24

This month’s due post snuck up on me, so it will be brief and concise. Since we’re in election season, we have a massive uptick in COVID cases at work with mask mandates slowing me down and only adding to the complexity of life in Commiefornia. On top of that we’ve had an unconfirmed scabies outbreak at work. At least it’s not Monkey Pox, my wound doc reassured me. Looking back, I wonder now if it was it was a form of shingles in some of them, autoimmune blistering in at least 2 others, and heat rash on the rest. It seems like every new admission has orders for Nystatin powder three times a day—lots of candida. So, research & writing time has been crunched. I’ll go ahead and post memes and podcasts.

 

Personal Log and Orange Man Bad (Ass) Update 🐸 7/22/24

It's National Play Day today as I'm carving out this post, a beautiful Friday with somewhat hazy blue sky above and a nice breeze to keep me cool. I have a very compressed window of playtime today now that I'm back to being solidly on the floor at work again for 10-12 hours a day, 5 days a week. I've got to do several hours worth of housework today so that I can get more than 6 hours of sleep at night during the workweek. The corporate consultant team is in there again working their Scaramouche magic, carving out a path to the next big event. We never used to have the place so full in the middle of Summertime, but cancer numbers have mysteriously skyrocketed. So have cardiac problems and strokes. 

The corporate administrative consultant caught me in my office putting in doctor's orders on the laptop. I share space with a social worker who recently quit. Mine is a very humble corner with a mobile desk and kitchen table topped with boxes of CPAP supplies, faxes that need filing or shredding. Administration recently kicked me out of the stuffy, windowless office I used as a sanctuary from the noise of 15 televisions all turned up too high, chair alarms, the front door alarm that regularly "tests" itself, and never-ending interruptions from every other person who walks by. Someone needs ice water. Another needs to know when the podiatrist is here. Another is getting ready for discharge and needs a hospital bed sent to her home. A nurse tells me she needs help putting a urinary catheter into a 350 pound woman with undiagnosed borderline personality disorder. I’m the nurse with the bandages but is expected to help out with everything else. Teamwork makes the dreamwork, they say, and the aides are all busy giving showers and overburdened charge nurses are even more overburdened. So, my little desk is always a mess because I have no time to do things right. Corporate is back to outrageously unrealistic expectations again, resulting in staff leaving, increased numbers of falls and many other preventable unfortunate occurrences. This ambitious lad was scouting the office out for some other purpose apparently, and told me "don't get too comfortable". 

I waited until he left, then laughed thinking that I've not been comfortable at all for the last 24 years of my entire nursing career, but especially so for the last 4, watching peers bow to the gods of $cience, suffering from adverse side effects of the sacramental vaxxines. So many just end up disappearing from my life. They find a new job, or a new profession maybe. Some are even dead now. Occasionally for therapy I pluck on my ukulele, playing the song that Johnny Cash and Nine Inch Nails made famous with these thoughts in mind. It's a song that describes perfectly the predicament of the average nurse who went along with the nonsense. I sing it, putting myself in the place of someone who was coerced into giving up their organic humanity. It could have been me had I not been open to receive insight into what was really happening. It could have been me if I hadn't mustered the courage. What if I owed tens of thousands in student loans or was locked into a mortgage?

Every once in a while I like to think that I'm not working for spawn of Satan, but then I remember their DEI hires and the last few years of Safe and Effective. Then there’s the constant doing more with less, gaslighting and pressuring staff into cutting corners until everything bleeds. Or just lying, charting it was done when it wasn't. I saw the COVID rewards happening in real time as I dipped my toes into MDS nursing. MDS stands for minimum data set. MediCare and other insurance providers require particular assessments--the Minimum Data Set assessments. MediCare reimbursements improve with vaxxine compliance, I learned. I've addressed the unprecedented numbers of deaths and disabling conditions logged on the VAERS reporting system in previous posts, but I have to say it again:  The fact that authorities are dismissing tens of thousands of deaths, attributable to something still being called "Safe and Effective" is beyond Orwellian and criminal, but that's not all. During these last 3 years we've had other curious incremental changes here and there to include now asking the patient/resident what their preferred pronouns are. The new admissions usually look at me like I'm crazy, and that provides me relief I cannot adequately describe. This still new gender $cience goes right along with Vaxxine $cience and even the latest Climate $cience. Ultimately, the monsters--the literal monsters at the very top of the world's organizational pyramid call the base of the pyramid a danger to their democracy. It's our Carbon Footprint that allegedly threatens all life on the planet. So therefore, these "elites" deem it necessary for the population to be reduced by about 95%. That's the Climate $cience. It legitimizes the Vaxxine $cience and even the more bizarre and conflicted Gender $cience. Gender affirming care is certain to lead to sterilization and even death with more mass shootings, suicides and the latest assassination attempt. The untreated mental illness of (gender) dysphoria is not even recognized as a word in this writer’s smartphone or the blogger site's dictionary, let alone a mental illness anymore. I suspect the Pedo Elites are memory-holing dysphoria because it’s “the new normal”. All of this $cience is rooted in bad economic science, one that's based in a scarcity model, utilizing fear as the predominant motivator and violent trauma as a massive tool. They break whatever rules they deem need to be broken to further their agenda and meet their goals. Their goals and agendas include the protection of private islands like the one that Jeffrey Epstein used to run. 

Just going viral in the last 2 days, the disaster capitalists were caught putting in a 12 million share bet that Trump's $DJT stock would lose value just before his attempted assassination. At one time these monsters had plausible deniability. It's gone, all gone. President Trump and his Team threaten all of this beyond-corrupt mad science, and that's why the usual globalist suspects and their henchmen tried to kill him. Saturday, July 13, 2024 was just the latest, most public attempt that may have been captured and utilized in a very Jiujitsu way by White Hats to further deprogram the masses. Whatever happened happened because God has been intervening with the course we were on as a planet, and because it’s such a massively-impacting event, it’s sure to have some strange aspects. I'll plug in the links below, giving the larger, more 4-5 dimensional picture of the events of the last few weeks and years.

But No Felonies!

WW-WTF Update and Personal Processing ❤️‍🩹 6/22/24

I'm back on the floor 10-12 hours a day again doing wound care, which is satisfying in some respects--definitely more satisfying than trying to normalize or justify polypharmacy. The system that I'm working in still has these epic levels of unreasonable expectations (corporate always trying to do more with less); that being directly related to the exponential rise in turnover in this industry which frustrates me. I can't believe they're normalizing the 72-hour workweek; as usual, burnout ensues very quickly now. I'm constantly having to learn new names, help with orientation, go through the "Forming, Storming and Norming" phases of new working relationships and deal with the fall-out in the patient milieu. This 10-16 hour workday being "The New Normal" drives deeper cuts into proper homemaking time, family relationship and self-care time. It's taking a toll on me in a multitude of ways. Yet the news and undeniable disturbing trends are continuing to validate my common sense and gut instincts finally. As depressing as it should be to see the natural consequences of evil and poor decision making, at least it's finally getting called out by more and more influencers. After years of media gaslighting, one begins to wonder if only in the back of the mind, is this all in my head or truly some delusional, lunatic fringe's conspiracy theories? 30-40% at best spoke up against a very loud and organized 60-70%. Naomi Wolfe called it out very succinctly when she said "this (—the COVID fraud and democide event was and still) is Mengele-level Nazi science," and considering undisputed historical facts like the Tuskegee Experiment, I'll add "Season 66, Episode 6". 

I go through the stages of the grieving process--profound anger mostly and resonating with a snowballing collective righteous anger, and then hitting a wall of despair that recognizes this is just what this profound evil wants. While I'm angry mostly with the degenerate ruling class monsters that snookered billions into getting vaxxinated; I'm also angered by my colleagues who clearly show signs of denial and with misplaced anger themselves. We lost a good doctor, one who's battling cancer now, just as I feared would happen to loved ones caught in the greatest medical holocaust ever. I'm angry at the shrinking time for daily self-care and plummeting value of our currency. Angry with political texts clogging my feed and pop-ups from people/companies trying to stay afloat. I become debilitated in my fits of anger. My abilities to reason and communicate begin to shrivel up. Then I see that I could become my mother and lose my mind and ability to be a person who I want to be around. This is how early onset dementia happens, and all the nootropics in the world won't help if one cannot lay the proper foundation with states that facilitate functional neural networks. The body's natural neuro-protective mechanisms fail in a state of constant fight or flight. So, I retreat into prayer (bargaining) and denial. Then something in the body fails me, the latest being the genital-urinary system. A couple months ago, I started a liver cleanse with milk thistle that triggered release of kidney stones, something that is quite possible. After switching to the Stone Breaker kidney cleanse, it left my insides raw and over-sensitized. Bladder spasms made it difficult to stay on the floor for more than 20-30 minutes. Corporate is cramming us with more admissions. We're nearly at capacity, and my boss tells me that my position is an 8-hour/day position. I tried hard to not laugh because that would lead to another awkward bathroom trip. The last 2 days I've been home with uncomfortable symptoms of urinary tract infection that is not urinary tract infection, confirmed yesterday for about $200. Today symptoms are partly under control with phenazopyradine, but it's not something I want to be on for too much longer. 

Part of the problem I'm almost certain now is the exposure to spike protein shedding. It may have even been stored up in my liver. The vaxxine is a bioweapon. I'm working closely 10-hours a day on average now with people who are fully boosted and shedding. And spike protein has been found in people's urine, according to research (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8791366/#:~:text=A%20urine%20sample%20was%20considered,%2DCoV%2D2%20spike%20protein.). I've yet to test my urine to be absolutely conclusive on this, but I can use deductive reasoning. I've listened to enough doctors and scientists with integrity saying as much, so the tendency to think this is just some simple genito-urinary syndrome of menopause is tempting but I can't do it. Thankfully there may be a simple fix. I take nattokinase and serrapeptase every morning first thing, and that has been a Godsend and cornerstone of my naturopathic approach with COVID-19. Other holistic providers are using nattokinase in their arsenal for long COVID and Vax detox, and I was one of the early adopters before it was even mentioned by those providers. I was led to these enzymes after prayer years ago. What I haven't done yet is take these enzymes twice a day regularly. By next month I should know if I can stay in the trenches without Depends and Pyridium.

Again this month we have fire hose levels of news on the war front: Anti-WHO and End the Fed legislation combined with Trump repeatedly talking about resisting tyrannical medical mandates and even ending income tax. He is still making appearances despite the enormous lawfare efforts against him--complete boomerang effect there. As predicted, Cuban Missile Crisis 2.0 is also making headlines for Normies, Saint Fauci's neon halo is dim and flickering, combined with more laser-like focus on offshored gain-of-function "studies" in Wuhan; Ukraine increasingly making mainstream news for their bio-warfare labs as well. Like the dozens of trips to Epstein Island made by the Clintons, this will not easily be swept under the rug and forgotten. The entire Military Industrial Complex is finally having a long-awaited talk with Jesus. The tipping point realization phase of the global deprogramming operation is finally dawning. As Trump’s sham trial sentencing closes in, it will be interesting to see if Loy Brunson’s Supreme Court case is finally overtly acknowledged and receives a positive outcome.

I'll begin the links with a Lindsey Graham interview. This isn't the Lindsey Graham most would recognize but the "good Lindsey Graham". I have to laugh because the NeoCon branch of bankster/pedocrat defenders is getting as much fire as the Commie Demoncrat branch is now. That delights me almost as much as xylophone music and sidewalk chalk mandalas.   

WW-WTF Update 5/22/24

No real time to chronicle or process these last few weeks, and a lot has happened on several fronts. Hopefully soon I'll have some time. I'll post the videos though...