Personal Log and Comm before the Storm ⛈️ WW-WtF Update

Just as I was beginning to suspect last July, I knew at some level problems were coming. At the end of last month I was relieved of my duties where I've been employed the last 10 years. I'd hit the top of the pay ladder and wasn't doing as hoped (not promoting "Safe and Effective" interventions or DEI BS, not bullying coworkers into doing more with less, etc., ect.). For years I knew I was swimming with sharks, working for less-than-honorable creeps in suits with MBAs, likely reporting to cold-blooded criminals at the top of a corporate structure that seems to be completely in lock-step with globalist forces that want to roll out communism, rebranded of course, renamed "democracy" with fuzzy slogans like "Social Justice", endless mandatory vaxxines, and money to crowd-source mobs, mercenary armies, after-parties and private islands where children are brutalized. These last few years I naively tried to talk sense into people, and sometimes it worked. It worked fairly well for the first 7 or 8 years. These last 3 years have worn me out, so this reprieve is truly a blessing. I've finally restored healthy oxytocin levels. I can look people in the eye and speak in complete sentences again, can sit down and create a solid argument using math and minimal tangents. "Burnout" is no joke. This break will be brief, however. I am looking for work and have had 2 interviews already, as living is outrageously expensive in these times, especially in Commiefornia. I'm praying to be led to more reasonable working conditions, an honest employer who's mission is not to gloss over Informed Consent, medically harm and then enslave the public with more expensive medical solutions. If nothing else, maybe I focus in on palliative care where I can confidently practice the best nursing that this failing healthcare system can provide. Modern healthcare is adept at helping people die. Chronic disease numbers prove it. It might be pleasant to just help people stay comfortable through this difficult transition. Or perhaps I can go to work for a small business not completely captured by The Beast.

Returning to this termination: It was not honest. I'm calling it wrongful and filing for unemployment insurance for the first time in several decades. Last August I'd received a performance evaluation that equated to a C-minus grade overall. It was the first time in years I'd even received any written evaluation. This came after a conversation I had with the latest Director of Nurses about how we'd gone from an average census of 60 residents to 80 or more in the span of a few months. That's an increase of one third in workload with no reasonable plan to address it. The position was already a challenge with the census at 60. I was overwhelmed at 70-80, not able to get all the treatments and required documentation done in 12 hours or less, and I was not willing to work 60 or more hours a week in order to get most of it done. The charge nurses are also stretched, given the normalization of polypharmacy, and the fact that we're dealing with more psychiatric problems and behavioral issues than ever. Charge nurses were approaching an average of 30 residents/patients per nurse, so to expect them to assist in the application of twice or three times daily (or more) antifungal powders, zinc oxide creams, ace wraps, noting Wound MD orders, etc., was unreasonable. Yet that was management's brilliant strategy. The director of staff development concurred with me that to do the wound care and "treatments" right, we'd need to divide the building into two treatment nurse positions. Management argued that we were both wrong. An atmosphere developed on the floor that reminded me of a few years ago when I'd occasionally see fellow charge nurses chart they'd given medications that they really hadn't. They did this in order to appear competent. If I'd had time, I could prove the management-induced fraudulence and fight the bad practice, but I had my own assignments to complete. These were busy 12-hour shifts. At the end of my work days I was exhausted and had no fight in me. I felt like I'd given CPR for hours on end, calling for help with everyone else too busy to help, and feeling shamed for collapsing in exhausion. Calling State in does nothing. I watched regulatory failure in real time over the last decade. I'd report my observations to Directors of Nurses (DONs) who eventually came to see what I was seeing. Yet as quick as that happened, the DONs were fired or quit in frustration after burnout. I came to realize that above our heads, corporate management employs this same dirty strategy on the DONs as is implemented in the strata below, resulting in epic turnover trends. The turnover in that building should be embarrassing. I don't think some of these people are capable of seeing the true picture at least on one one end of the spectrum, and at the other end they're incapable of normal human responses like embarrassment over high turnover. I'm finally convinced it's so profit-driven--similar to Ford Pintos that were allowed to explode and kill people before there was enough legal push-back to cause change that just pushed auto manufacturing overseas where they weren't beholden to labor laws. Turnover is actually a kind of sociopathic strategy. Thanks to the COVID blood money, they've been able to get away with it so far, bringing in travel nurses who's minds are hundreds of miles away. I frequently see them pass medications with an ear bud in their ear, talking to someone else. The last decent DON finally saw it too and TRIED to stop this dangerous practice. She was moved to the MDS nurse position in another building. Order out of chaos. 

I had a disagreement with one of these new know-it-all contract nurses who can talk on the phone and pass meds at the same time. We disagreed about a wound. She called it a pressure sore, and I called it denuded Moisture Associated Skin Damage or MASD. I have wound care certification and 10 more years of nursing experience over her, as well as continuity-of-care experience with the resident, and the wound doctor who agreed with my assessment. I tried to have a reasonable conversation with her, but she went juvenile on me. My colleagues saw the ridiculousness, giving me encouragement that management would see through this. The new administrator who'd been there for all of maybe 2 weeks took her side. 

Returning to that little weasle who told me to not get "too comfortable" last July, I think they were scouting out a reason to let me go. I was an inconvenience in more ways than one, primary having reached the top of their pay scale in a tanking Biden/Harris economy and no longer asking “how high” every time they told me to jump. Also knowing (metaphorically?) where all the bodies were buried. I was one of the few who didn't get the vax, and I continued to remain COVID-free despite outbreak after outbreak in our building. I was educating all who would listen that the shots were neither safe nor effective. Most were starting to agree, given the health problems they were suffering following the injections, and how they were getting COVID over and over and over again. I also utilized supervision and teaching strategies that included kindness, empathy, logic, healthy boundaries, and questioning authority, including myself. Management/Corporate Culture in the facility uses and promotes a subtle form of bullying, a kind of groupthink, dismissing or shaming anyone who thinks outside of their box. I also thought it was weird to have to travel long distances for training sessions in the age of Zoom Meetings; these occasions were a kind of honey trap in my opinion. We were diametrically opposed in our value systems and approaches, so I didn't fit into this toxic management culture. They kicked me out of management over a year ago and were probably hoping I'd just quit like the rest. While I am sad for those residents who I cared for and will miss, and it pains me knowing that things are not getting done—especially knowing that calling in the regulators does nothing truly productive, I am glad to be free to do something else. I am excited to visit as a guest, have some fun playing bingo with my family, and continue to be disrupting the toxic bullshit corporate culture.

I contend that I'm living a microcosmic aspect of the larger war we're in as a nation and even world-wide. Those proponents of the beast system, calling us wrong or lol projection, calling us tyrants, for wanting an honest and fair system, for wanting to correct or incarcerate those who lie, cheat, steal--even mass murder for an agenda, and those who groom and rape children (aka the true P+ in their LGBTQP+ Community). TV stars including popular mainstream media figures are starting to panic following the avalanche of revelations about the Diddy parties. This arrest comes with Epstein NOT FORGOTTEN. Maybe it would fly if there were another 20 or 30 years since Jeffrey Epstein didn't kill himself. More importantly, even more whistle-blowers are talking about dark, ritualistic orgies that involved CHILDREN, AND very disturbing murders, etc. at these so-called parties. These "elites" bemoan that Seal Teams will start coming after them if Trump is elected. Well, if they raped children, sacrificed them to Moloch or whatever, or were complicit, watching it happen and supporting these horrific atrocities, then why shouldn't they be held accountable? If our "justice system" and other government systems are just as compromised as I believe they are, if our border is open in order to allow in hundreds of thousands of children who just vanish, then yes, Seal Teams should get involved in the take-down of what appears to be a syndicate of wealthy degenerates. Then they need to go after pushers of safe and effective vaxxines that just happened to result in the death of millions and the injury of many more. 

Years ago when I started this blog, Epstein Island was still a well-protected, highly-guarded nightmarish playground. Weather warfare was just a crazy conspiracy theory. No more. Sufficient evidence is finally dripping into public consciousness about these things and that "Drumph and Putin" are not responsible for all that's wrong in the world. Quite the opposite, these men are trying to save and safeguard our children. Trump and Putin are figureheads in a movement that is working to free humanity from bondage that many are only just beginning to acknowlege is real. They are also both Christians and give credit to Jesus. I occasionally see information that reassures me that we have a growing worldwide alliance that is truly going after the evil, destabilizing its strongholds, and setting up parallel systems that are based in reality and integrity. I will post some of that below. 

Also, I want to share three more force-multiplier gems I came upon recently. I call these things force-multipliers or gems because they take just a little effort to learn about and safely incorporate into practice, but can have a powerfully positive impact on so many different areas of life. "My people perish for lack of knowlege" is so very, very real. Just as Team Evil is trying to normalize heart disease, strokes and genital mutilation in children like they've normalized childhood obesity and diabetes, so much is now circulating on the web that can lengthen our lifespans and increase our quality of life exponentially. One such thing is DMSO. I learned about DMSO years ago when I was active in martial arts. My sensei created a topical remedy for injuries that had DMSO as it's base. He put in some herbs. I wish I'd learrned what was all in it. He called it Dit Da Jow, and I don't know if I'm spelling it correctly. He spoke about DMSO, and I thought it was too fantastical and strange to be true, but the remedy worked. It's been years, and I've since forgotten about it. I recently read about DMSO in a Mercola article, https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2024/10/11/dimethyl-sulfoxide-dmso.aspx?ui=b61b5d13ec6362601790ace312bee1fcfe98c623b54ffd701c3bee2780a8f5a2&sd=20230729&cid_source=dnl&cid_medium=email&cid_content=art1HL&cid=20241011&foDate=false&mid=DM1642580&rid=138603485. My sensei wasn't embellishing. I truly wish I would have had more respect for the man, but I was young and under the influence of toxic culture. 

One other gem I came upon in the last few days is Lactobacillus reuteri (see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZV1oYv5Ddo). There is some fascinating research on this particular probiotic that most of us no longer have in our systems due to antibiotic use. It's not commonly included in popular probiotic supplements. I found instructions on making yogurt culture, assembled all the items needed for less than $30, made some of that up, and it is good. I'll be sharing it with Mom if she'll give it a try. It has been a few years since I was so excited about finding such a gem. Strange to have 3 come at me in the span of 2 weeks, but I've been doing a great deal of reflection, meditation and prayer these last few days. In Judeo-Christian tradition, this (period I started writing the post) is the end of the old year and start of a new, so all of this is really special in my opinion. The last gem I stumbled upon years ago was Kaatsu training; prior to that Carbon 60 and nootropics like alpha-lipoic acid. It all started with adaptogens and the green smoothie. These have all been answers to prayers, saving me from disability and other problems. I was telling my aunt recently about how my eyesight has improved significantly with the Carbon 60. I know it sounds impossible, but I'm a believer now that I've experienced it. It took a few years of diligently including it in my routine, but how many people spend thousands AND go under the knife to improve their eyesight? I prefer to not go under the knife (or the lasar). 

The last force multiplier gem I have to share right now is the concept of the oral microbiome. I'd like to go more broadly into this to address a healthy microbiome in general--skin, nails, scalp, etc--even the home environment, but it's better to do it in digestible portions. Imagine an isolated population of natives that don't brush their teeth; they just rinse after every meal, having perfect teeth--no cavities ever and no foul breath. What if 90% of humanity (because of common antibiotic use) no longer has a particular set of good microbes in their mouth, nose and sinus cavities, leading to dental problems and other infections like chronic sinus infections. You rinse your sinus, use every over-the-counter product available, but the problems quickly return if the routines are unsustainable. One retired dentist argues this, and I am trying out his product. I’ve had to completely reframe how I think about biofilm plaques—they can be beneficial, acting as a shield if formed by probiotics. I'll write about my results in the coming months. For now, I'll leave you with some more memes and some informative or at least interesting videos.

WW-WTF Update & Personal Log 🔥 🍳🔥

I took some time off because of returning inflammatory symptoms, fatigue that borders on exhaustion, and muscle aches that cannot really be explained. I wonder if there's something in the air or if this is just true weakness in my system that needs to be remedied with actual rest. I've been doing my best to keep up at work with unrealistic expectations that not even Olympic athletes could meet, keep a functional and reasonably clean home, be helpful to my family, and of course, watching/practicing discernment in what's going on in the world, a literal war between pedocrats and their congressional & agency sock puppets and patriots in these places. It's all catching up again. My nasal passages filled with mucous as I was trying to sleep the other night, draining and waking me up with coughing fits. That was after a lovely meal but followed by returning bladder spasms. I finally got some sleep after my 4 AM notification to my cohorts that I wouldn't be there. The over-productive mucous membranes also finally went to sleep, but waking up with fatigue and generalized muscle pain left me knowing that I'm fighting something. My tendency is to think the biolab people have "accidentally" released something else in the name of saving democracy. I thank God almost every day that me and my closest family members didn't take that VAIDS-inducing sacramental vaxxine, because we’d all be in the hospital right now or dead.

An aunt who was supposed to help a close family member get to her doctor's appointment fell ill, probably because she got the jabs. So, I was obligated to help over my weekend. That was preceded by my partner requiring a trip the ER that lasted 7 hours in the middle of the night before. He's reverting to binging on caffeine and sweets again with predictable consequences. The world has gone crazy, requiring everyone who can work to work overtime. Even after trimming down a workday, I’m still working 45 hours a week. My young colleagues are working regular 12-16 hour shifts, often 60-72 hours per week. My fiancé is also working mandatory overtime. Residents and staff who got the mRNA vaxxine and boosters are all falling ill with COVID. I can't say that all the unvaccinated are immune, but they recover quicker. Hopefully I’ll do the same. Overworked and mostly vaxxed colleagues are also making serious mistakes. I'm on a group text, so I witness my workplace crumbling in real-time, even on my “days off”. The corporate entity that owns and manages our facility is likely handled by globalists (pedocrat sock puppets). I’ve come to this conclusion after watching the rollout of vaxxines and DEI. Even the most honest & honorable of management in healthcare would not be able to effectively manage business right now. The entire ground of our reality is starting to shift as predicted by ethical financial experts. Simultaneously we have this convergence of civil unrest due to inflation, open borders, rising crime, and the rest of the failing “woke” agenda. It’s disturbing and depressing.

This morning after breakfast I laid down in bed because my limbs were cold, and I was tired. Usually I just listen to a podcast and fall asleep. This time my mind was racing from the topics brought up in the podcast, but I also couldn't focus solely on the content. My psyche kept retreating inward to sensations in my cold feet and hands, then to something deeper. It felt as if I were a tree that had lost all its leaves, now left with a trunk and branches with smaller limbs snapping off in the cold wind. Inner visceral memories of my childhood life in a small mill town returned with strange vividness. I was back there again during a Fall day, walking towards the north end of the city limits and experiencing the smells and comforting emotions of home before life there became difficult. Redwood lumber has a particular scent, and the scents of childhood have almost a psychotropic effect. It struck me that my core inner child was trying to tell my adult self something special but could only convey it in images, a peaceful at-home feeling, reassuring visceral memories, and the embrace of a small town's energy. It's still with me as I type this out. Finally, some energy had returned enough to go start on a blog post that will be due in 2 days. And by "due", I've made a requirement to myself and to my country to lay down subjective truth about what's going on in one Public Health Nurse's mind and life, and I suppose just as a person who hopes this Constitutional Republic survives and one day thrives following the death of the horrid counterfeit corporate US Government entity, currently struggling like a thirsty vampire writhing in the sunlight. 

The whirlwind shitstorm of recent news is only winding at a higher pitch with each passing week. We recently had the televised debate, a 2nd assassination attempt of Donald Trump and the capture of the latest would-be assassin; P-Diddy's arrest; increasing tensions with Russia over the dying corporate beast's attempt to start nuclear WWIII using Ukraine as a proxy; election integrity efforts in some States that each side will attempt to use or game in their favor; illegal immigrants barbequing pets and park geese in Ohio, and more. It's flooding the zone, and may "wake up" some but definitely lead others to further tuning out anything political until it ends up hitting their back yard or wallet. I'm personally channeling my energy into what I can do at home besides just voting. I have little confidence in California's election integrity, but for a short time while currency still has some value, donations will go to local patriots, nationwide media with integrity and places like the local fire department. I've made efforts to have a well-stocked emergency kit and other things to help my family and maybe even neighbors weather out any currency crisis, local unlawful invasion, lockdown or other events that require sheltering in place. Today and possibly the next day or so I will further restore my health, my most important asset. To that end, I will make this post short and tack on a few interesting videos. Now that memes are "illegal" in Gavin Newsom's Corporate California, I may have to be more careful with those lol. 

WW-WTF Update 🙈🦠8/22/24

This month’s due post snuck up on me, so it will be brief and concise. Since we’re in election season, we have a massive uptick in COVID cases at work with mask mandates slowing me down and only adding to the complexity of life in Commiefornia. On top of that we’ve had an unconfirmed scabies outbreak at work. At least it’s not Monkey Pox, my wound doc reassured me. Looking back, I wonder now if it was it was a form of shingles in some of them, autoimmune blistering in at least 2 others, and heat rash on the rest. It seems like every new admission has orders for Nystatin powder three times a day—lots of candida. So, research & writing time has been crunched. I’ll go ahead and post memes and podcasts.

 

Personal Log and Orange Man Bad (Ass) Update 🐸 7/22/24

It's National Play Day today as I'm carving out this post, a beautiful Friday with somewhat hazy blue sky above and a nice breeze to keep me cool. I have a very compressed window of playtime today now that I'm back to being solidly on the floor at work again for 10-12 hours a day, 5 days a week. I've got to do several hours worth of housework today so that I can get more than 6 hours of sleep at night during the workweek. The corporate consultant team is in there again working their Scaramouche magic, carving out a path to the next big event. We never used to have the place so full in the middle of Summertime, but cancer numbers have mysteriously skyrocketed. So have cardiac problems and strokes. 

The corporate administrative consultant caught me in my office putting in doctor's orders on the laptop. I share space with a social worker who recently quit. Mine is a very humble corner with a mobile desk and kitchen table topped with boxes of CPAP supplies, faxes that need filing or shredding. Administration recently kicked me out of the stuffy, windowless office I used as a sanctuary from the noise of 15 televisions all turned up too high, chair alarms, the front door alarm that regularly "tests" itself, and never-ending interruptions from every other person who walks by. Someone needs ice water. Another needs to know when the podiatrist is here. Another is getting ready for discharge and needs a hospital bed sent to her home. A nurse tells me she needs help putting a urinary catheter into a 350 pound woman with undiagnosed borderline personality disorder. I’m the nurse with the bandages but is expected to help out with everything else. Teamwork makes the dreamwork, they say, and the aides are all busy giving showers and overburdened charge nurses are even more overburdened. So, my little desk is always a mess because I have no time to do things right. Corporate is back to outrageously unrealistic expectations again, resulting in staff leaving, increased numbers of falls and many other preventable unfortunate occurrences. This ambitious lad was scouting the office out for some other purpose apparently, and told me "don't get too comfortable". 

I waited until he left, then laughed thinking that I've not been comfortable at all for the last 24 years of my entire nursing career, but especially so for the last 4, watching peers bow to the gods of $cience, suffering from adverse side effects of the sacramental vaxxines. So many just end up disappearing from my life. They find a new job, or a new profession maybe. Some are even dead now. Occasionally for therapy I pluck on my ukulele, playing the song that Johnny Cash and Nine Inch Nails made famous with these thoughts in mind. It's a song that describes perfectly the predicament of the average nurse who went along with the nonsense. I sing it, putting myself in the place of someone who was coerced into giving up their organic humanity. It could have been me had I not been open to receive insight into what was really happening. It could have been me if I hadn't mustered the courage. What if I owed tens of thousands in student loans or was locked into a mortgage?

Every once in a while I like to think that I'm not working for spawn of Satan, but then I remember their DEI hires and the last few years of Safe and Effective. Then there’s the constant doing more with less, gaslighting and pressuring staff into cutting corners until everything bleeds. Or just lying, charting it was done when it wasn't. I saw the COVID rewards happening in real time as I dipped my toes into MDS nursing. MDS stands for minimum data set. MediCare and other insurance providers require particular assessments--the Minimum Data Set assessments. MediCare reimbursements improve with vaxxine compliance, I learned. I've addressed the unprecedented numbers of deaths and disabling conditions logged on the VAERS reporting system in previous posts, but I have to say it again:  The fact that authorities are dismissing tens of thousands of deaths, attributable to something still being called "Safe and Effective" is beyond Orwellian and criminal, but that's not all. During these last 3 years we've had other curious incremental changes here and there to include now asking the patient/resident what their preferred pronouns are. The new admissions usually look at me like I'm crazy, and that provides me relief I cannot adequately describe. This still new gender $cience goes right along with Vaxxine $cience and even the latest Climate $cience. Ultimately, the monsters--the literal monsters at the very top of the world's organizational pyramid call the base of the pyramid a danger to their democracy. It's our Carbon Footprint that allegedly threatens all life on the planet. So therefore, these "elites" deem it necessary for the population to be reduced by about 95%. That's the Climate $cience. It legitimizes the Vaxxine $cience and even the more bizarre and conflicted Gender $cience. Gender affirming care is certain to lead to sterilization and even death with more mass shootings, suicides and the latest assassination attempt. The untreated mental illness of (gender) dysphoria is not even recognized as a word in this writer’s smartphone or the blogger site's dictionary, let alone a mental illness anymore. I suspect the Pedo Elites are memory-holing dysphoria because it’s “the new normal”. All of this $cience is rooted in bad economic science, one that's based in a scarcity model, utilizing fear as the predominant motivator and violent trauma as a massive tool. They break whatever rules they deem need to be broken to further their agenda and meet their goals. Their goals and agendas include the protection of private islands like the one that Jeffrey Epstein used to run. 

Just going viral in the last 2 days, the disaster capitalists were caught putting in a 12 million share bet that Trump's $DJT stock would lose value just before his attempted assassination. At one time these monsters had plausible deniability. It's gone, all gone. President Trump and his Team threaten all of this beyond-corrupt mad science, and that's why the usual globalist suspects and their henchmen tried to kill him. Saturday, July 13, 2024 was just the latest, most public attempt that may have been captured and utilized in a very Jiujitsu way by White Hats to further deprogram the masses. Whatever happened happened because God has been intervening with the course we were on as a planet, and because it’s such a massively-impacting event, it’s sure to have some strange aspects. I'll plug in the links below, giving the larger, more 4-5 dimensional picture of the events of the last few weeks and years.

But No Felonies!

WW-WTF Update and Personal Processing ❤️‍🩹 6/22/24

I'm back on the floor 10-12 hours a day again doing wound care, which is satisfying in some respects--definitely more satisfying than trying to normalize or justify polypharmacy. The system that I'm working in still has these epic levels of unreasonable expectations (corporate always trying to do more with less); that being directly related to the exponential rise in turnover in this industry which frustrates me. I can't believe they're normalizing the 72-hour workweek; as usual, burnout ensues very quickly now. I'm constantly having to learn new names, help with orientation, go through the "Forming, Storming and Norming" phases of new working relationships and deal with the fall-out in the patient milieu. This 10-16 hour workday being "The New Normal" drives deeper cuts into proper homemaking time, family relationship and self-care time. It's taking a toll on me in a multitude of ways. Yet the news and undeniable disturbing trends are continuing to validate my common sense and gut instincts finally. As depressing as it should be to see the natural consequences of evil and poor decision making, at least it's finally getting called out by more and more influencers. After years of media gaslighting, one begins to wonder if only in the back of the mind, is this all in my head or truly some delusional, lunatic fringe's conspiracy theories? 30-40% at best spoke up against a very loud and organized 60-70%. Naomi Wolfe called it out very succinctly when she said "this (—the COVID fraud and democide event was and still) is Mengele-level Nazi science," and considering undisputed historical facts like the Tuskegee Experiment, I'll add "Season 66, Episode 6". 

I go through the stages of the grieving process--profound anger mostly and resonating with a snowballing collective righteous anger, and then hitting a wall of despair that recognizes this is just what this profound evil wants. While I'm angry mostly with the degenerate ruling class monsters that snookered billions into getting vaxxinated; I'm also angered by my colleagues who clearly show signs of denial and with misplaced anger themselves. We lost a good doctor, one who's battling cancer now, just as I feared would happen to loved ones caught in the greatest medical holocaust ever. I'm angry at the shrinking time for daily self-care and plummeting value of our currency. Angry with political texts clogging my feed and pop-ups from people/companies trying to stay afloat. I become debilitated in my fits of anger. My abilities to reason and communicate begin to shrivel up. Then I see that I could become my mother and lose my mind and ability to be a person who I want to be around. This is how early onset dementia happens, and all the nootropics in the world won't help if one cannot lay the proper foundation with states that facilitate functional neural networks. The body's natural neuro-protective mechanisms fail in a state of constant fight or flight. So, I retreat into prayer (bargaining) and denial. Then something in the body fails me, the latest being the genital-urinary system. A couple months ago, I started a liver cleanse with milk thistle that triggered release of kidney stones, something that is quite possible. After switching to the Stone Breaker kidney cleanse, it left my insides raw and over-sensitized. Bladder spasms made it difficult to stay on the floor for more than 20-30 minutes. Corporate is cramming us with more admissions. We're nearly at capacity, and my boss tells me that my position is an 8-hour/day position. I tried hard to not laugh because that would lead to another awkward bathroom trip. The last 2 days I've been home with uncomfortable symptoms of urinary tract infection that is not urinary tract infection, confirmed yesterday for about $200. Today symptoms are partly under control with phenazopyradine, but it's not something I want to be on for too much longer. 

Part of the problem I'm almost certain now is the exposure to spike protein shedding. It may have even been stored up in my liver. The vaxxine is a bioweapon. I'm working closely 10-hours a day on average now with people who are fully boosted and shedding. And spike protein has been found in people's urine, according to research (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8791366/#:~:text=A%20urine%20sample%20was%20considered,%2DCoV%2D2%20spike%20protein.). I've yet to test my urine to be absolutely conclusive on this, but I can use deductive reasoning. I've listened to enough doctors and scientists with integrity saying as much, so the tendency to think this is just some simple genito-urinary syndrome of menopause is tempting but I can't do it. Thankfully there may be a simple fix. I take nattokinase and serrapeptase every morning first thing, and that has been a Godsend and cornerstone of my naturopathic approach with COVID-19. Other holistic providers are using nattokinase in their arsenal for long COVID and Vax detox, and I was one of the early adopters before it was even mentioned by those providers. I was led to these enzymes after prayer years ago. What I haven't done yet is take these enzymes twice a day regularly. By next month I should know if I can stay in the trenches without Depends and Pyridium.

Again this month we have fire hose levels of news on the war front: Anti-WHO and End the Fed legislation combined with Trump repeatedly talking about resisting tyrannical medical mandates and even ending income tax. He is still making appearances despite the enormous lawfare efforts against him--complete boomerang effect there. As predicted, Cuban Missile Crisis 2.0 is also making headlines for Normies, Saint Fauci's neon halo is dim and flickering, combined with more laser-like focus on offshored gain-of-function "studies" in Wuhan; Ukraine increasingly making mainstream news for their bio-warfare labs as well. Like the dozens of trips to Epstein Island made by the Clintons, this will not easily be swept under the rug and forgotten. The entire Military Industrial Complex is finally having a long-awaited talk with Jesus. The tipping point realization phase of the global deprogramming operation is finally dawning. As Trump’s sham trial sentencing closes in, it will be interesting to see if Loy Brunson’s Supreme Court case is finally overtly acknowledged and receives a positive outcome.

I'll begin the links with a Lindsey Graham interview. This isn't the Lindsey Graham most would recognize but the "good Lindsey Graham". I have to laugh because the NeoCon branch of bankster/pedocrat defenders is getting as much fire as the Commie Demoncrat branch is now. That delights me almost as much as xylophone music and sidewalk chalk mandalas.   

WW-WTF Update 5/22/24

No real time to chronicle or process these last few weeks, and a lot has happened on several fronts. Hopefully soon I'll have some time. I'll post the videos though...

WW-WTF Update - Passover! Dark to Light April Showers 4/22/24

https://qalerts.app/?n=3106 

I don't know how much longer this Biden Show has to go on before people see it. We have such polarity, it truly is a bifurcated world at this point. I remember years ago, prophets were writing and speaking about it--how the world was splitting into two different worlds. I hunted around for the images but couldn't find them. The rendition above, however, comes close. One side is dead. The other is very much alive and thriving. 

I took a walk yesterday with my Chihuahua close to a favorite park. Across the street is the California National Guard. We leisurely walked around the block. I honestly know nothing for certain, but the place looked all but deserted. Perimeter grass is overgrown to unusual levels. I have no insiders telling me anything, but there is chatter that the National Guard is part of the operation that is mapping out the crime syndicates that have infiltrated the United States. We have obvious crimes against humanity, so many now that it's hard to stay grounded and talk or write about it without being overcome with anger, horror and other strong emotions. For years I've listened to "White Hat Insiders" talk about mass arrests to come. I've watched the fiat dollar continue to lose value as financial experts like Jim Willie and Dave of X22 Report explained the pyramid scheme, and the morbidly wealthy families who orchestrate control. I listened to other insiders like Liz Crokin explain Hollywood, watched as Epstein didn't kill himself. Still no arrests of anyone who went to the island, especially big names like the Clintons who went there dozens of times. As a nurse I've observed polypharmacy (the use of 5 or more medications) become the norm with vaccines getting pushed harder with each passing year. The vaccines never seemed to help much in my professional opinion, and there was always the excuse that scientists at the pharmaceutical companies were working hard to get it right. Maybe next year the vaccines would work as intended. I also watched as the adjuvants in the vaccines included more and more known neurotoxins, defying any benign explanation. Then this new mRNA technology beta-tested as "vaccine" was redefined to include it. Then very swiftly came the mandates. You passed up the free donut? Well, now you're fired if you don't help save Grandma by getting vaccinated. Then VAERS was thrown out the window. Thousands dead following the vax??? No big deal. They would have died a worse death if they hadn't been vaccinated, the propagandists with expensive wardrobes and make-up artists reassured us. I watched the videos with Yuval Noah Harari, the man Obama considers a prophet, explaining how surveillance will go under the skin with COVID, which explains everything. As their current pyramid scheme crumbles, they need a new system of slavery control with which to 6uild 6ack 6etter. 

Since then we've had some very frightening events like the Maui fire, which of course, is being blamed on Climate Change. Climate Change has the power to melt engine blocks, the elites warn us. Congress just approved more billions for democracy to be sent to the Ukraine just a few short years after telling the peasant tax slaves in their US Democracy that a southern border wall was Racist! and too expensive. Lakin Riley's accused killer was recently set free (https://www.judiciary.senate.gov/press/rep/releases/dhs-confirms-to-graham-laken-riley-murder-suspect-illegally-paroled-into-us). The Middle East is exploding again in re-erupting war that could go nuclear. How much more do the Normies need before the cult indoctrination starts to break?

Still some events have happened to reassure me. For one, I didn't get fired for not accepting their failing Mark of the Beast Beta Test. Surgeons are removing mystery fibrous clots from vaccinated people's veins and beginning to talk about it in earnest (see https://www.brighteon.com/07739b86-dc4c-4981-90ca-1738bcc90877 ). We still have open forums of discussion like Truth Social and to some extent, rebranded Twitter or X under Elon Musk. My blog is still functional. I haven't been hauled into a detention camp for threaths to democracy. We've also had some very powerful people pass away or get hospitalized, then never seen again or when they do make an appearance, they look very different, an obvious fake. 

As I note occasionally, this is the longest, most excruciating I-told-you-so in history, ever. Period. It's also a very different kind of world war. This is ultimately a spiritual or Biblical kind of war, and it may begin to get very strange or other-worldly before it comes to an end. As I'm writing, today is 4/20. There's a line outside the dispensary for deals on a plant that these monsters tried to scare us away from with films like Reefer Madness and other ridiculous propaganda. These morbidly wealthy families think they can start civil war with people who just want to get along, make an honest living, raise a family and smoke some herb or take a relaxing bath with THC oil on the weekend? Passover is coming, and the prophets I listen to have some things to say about this marker in history. It closely follows a seven-year long period that was carved out by some curious eclipses. Encapsulated in this image below are some ancient symbols. The prophet Johnny Enlow explains the symbology better than I can do, but one can see the symbols for both the Alpha and Omega here or one can see the symbol for Anarchy, the end of the age of archons. Principalities are being removed from our nation and the rest of the Earth, really. People are praying as never before, some for the first time as they watch CNN talking heads salivate over the possibility of nuclear war. As outrageous and even delusional as some of this sounds to me sometimes, I have to put it out here. Our White Hat military is on the scene and working to minimize damage, as the Q drops repeatedly reassured us.

2012 was just the beginning. The Mayan Calendar predicted an end of an age that has been a long, drawn out process for the last 12 years for reasons we'll likely soon understand. Thousands of years of a particular energy influencing our world has done a number on human consciousness. It's taking a while to undo, but we're in the process of undoing it: Some participating with prayer and patience, some with re-education and healing, some with boundaries and diplomacy, and thousands of other different crafts and abilities. Below are some videos that help explain.

WW-WTF Update 🙏 3/22/24

I'm constantly thinking about the death count from the "safe and effective vaccines". Never before did we have hundreds or thousands of deaths before a vaccine product was pulled from the market. I never thought I'd be living through Zombie Apocalypse Ragnarök, but here we are. Due to the morbid nature of WW-WTF event, to some extent even going right on at my workplace with mask mandates, lockdowns restarting for RSV, and vax-pushing colleagues, I must take frequent breaks. Last weekend I had a chance to walk the dog to the duck pond and play ukulele. I daily take nootropics and adaptogens to restore or prevent brain cell death from this horror. I pray. I cry. I vent with others on Truth Social. I stay as happy as I can for those around me, and I process through this blog. Every once in a while I provide education to someone who seems receptive. At this time, however, we are too polarized for me to shout from the rooftops like I want to. I did that in the heart of COVID, and very few were receptive. Thankfully, the number of people getting boosters has dropped significantly, and I sense that we're close to societal epiphany as Cancer Support Groups become full of the vaxxinated. If we ever get through this nightmare of "Safe and Effective" Frankenscience with its absurd Biden Show and DEI insanity being imposed, complete with legalized child sexual mutilation and kidnapping in the name of Gender Affirming Care, I will pursue a naturopath degree and help others recover from this literal World War. But first we must survive the next wave of events likely allowed/designed to deprogram/sacrifice the cult programmed: Illegal Immigrant Cannibals, likely more bank failures, even complete collapse of the dollar and power/communications outages. 

Back to the VAERS data. Every year I check into the VAERS numbers, plodding through this difficult to use site, and these numbers appear to be frozen. I've come upon independent journalists or blogs by medical professionals with some of them saying https://vaers.hhs.gov/ is no longer accurate. The numbers were altered over a year ago. Some say VAERS never was accurate in a sense because of under-reporting. Many providers are too busy to enter the data. Some just won't because of the cognitive dissonance they'd suffer if they did, knowing the Big Pharma Cartel is paying them so well to medicate people, and even more (I say) to kill people. Again I say this because there was a time, way back in the good old days of Informed Consent just a few years ago when these products would have been pulled from the market if 24 people died after receiving them. The dead officially number in the TENS OF THOUSANDS. There's also a significant difference between https://medalerts.org/index.php and the VAERS data from the sight as you can see below. 

Is all this because the batches are no longer the same as they were when these products were first introduced? Is it because enough got some naturopathic/alternative MD help? 

I suspect when this is all finished and the average health care professional can again admit the under-reporting of VAERS and the unprecedented dangers of the COVID vaxxines without worrying about their licensures and livelihoods being attacked, we'll have a better idea of the actual death count. I haven't even touched on the actuary data, but there's that. That data only leads me to more dark speculation. We do have a complex situation that historians, criminal psychologists, and other thinkers will spend the next several hundred years sorting out. 

Bottom line, good statisticians have a better handle on the actual death count than I do, and it's only a matter of time before they can present this picture to the world. For now, I know it is bare minimum numbering in the tens of thousands, and likely at least a hundred thousand. I, like most of us, am just trying to keep a roof over my family's heads, food in the fridge and the lights on. And a very cornered Deep State continues to double down in the lies, cheating, theft and mass murder in the name of Democracy. 

Is there any bright side to speak of right now? I can't go on too long in morbid territory. There is some curious news. There truly is hopeful news if you can sort through the psychological warfare. In the "It's Going to Be Biblical" Category of news, there's an eclipse that will go through some US cities named Nineveh on April 8th, 2024. I'll attach a video that goes into the Judeo-Christian significance of this eclipse. My head, heart and gut all say that there's something significant in the event itself, the timing and symbolism, especially with regards to its mark on the Hebrew calendar. It fits in nicely with the trajectory of the convergence of events we're living through during this Awakening of Humanity period that's been foretold to happen by many sacred traditions, not just the Christian one. I could speculate, but I won't say anything more than I know that justice is coming. This would be a good time for that justice to happen with President Trump and the tired majority receiving some vindication, reprieve and refreshment. 

WW-WTF Update ❤️‍🩹 2/22/24

I wish I could be more encouraging/uplifting, less radicalized etcetera, but all I have in me lately is shit and vinegar, festooned with a determined smile. A friend recently told me that a 16-year old fully-vaxxed and boosted family member just had a stroke. I want to think that we have some decent doctors like Peter McCullough explaining things like it's just incompetence or a greedy pharmaceutical industry. But, no. I wish this were just Corruption 101. Just like I want to believe we don't have concerted efforts to contain the narrative with limited hangout. Amazing Polly seems to be onto the some containment efforts going on in the Movement (see https://rumble.com/v4e8gnc-coming-up-for-air.html). 

Once you see it you can never un-see it, and I cannot and will not shut up about it until it is done cleansed from the Earth. Make Earth Great Again. This is the same child sacrifice cult called out in the Bible. It never ended; it just went underground and they've played dirty for hundreds of years, using blackmail, bribery, small enticements culminating in larger ones, then entrapment. 

I cannot dismiss dozens of legit whistle-blowers, some of them mysteriously dying after they came forward. I think about Ted Gunderson and others like him. I used to think this was somehow contained to freak parties in Hollywood or Europe; perhaps basements of churches at midnight or forest groves surrounded with soulless security. To get to the A-list spots and key positions of power in every industry and institution, you have to do some very bad things. These ugly networks have some reach, as I began to discern when Trump won in 2016 and then started going after these "pedophile" networks. I have to pause to correct this foul and unfair misnomer, this euphemism, "pedophile". These monsters in question are pedosadists. This isn't about loving children or being born with some benign inclination. These criminal sociopaths literally get thrills from hurting children and people in general. Their whole system is deliberate dystopia and debauchery, thinly veiled as progressive "civilization". Problem is, it’s not enough. 

These globalist networks to include the UN/WEF/World Bank strives to secure even more thorough and widespread enslavement through deception, bullying, Lord-of-the-Flies-style lawfare, groupthink, fear and loathing. The movie Hunger Games comes close but may best be described as the sanitized version of the New World they envision. They need the 99% weak, sick and most of us dead. It takes a village of orphan children to satisfy these monsters. It's not just narcissism, anti-social tendencies and sadism: THEY ARE ENGAGING IN RITUAL SACRIFICE TO THEIR IDOLS. I cannot stress that enough. This secret society and culture has been able to hide from the masses so successfully because of a combination of factors: Today life is such that the average person only has enough time to do what is necessary to put food on the table and keep the lights on, spending a little time recovering from the 9-5 grind. Then there's the military-grade psychological warfare that includes ridicule, heaped onto anyone who gets too close to the truth. There are literally dozens or tactics used by real people and even artificial intelligence programs (AI), now that this technology has progressed to such a level people sometimes don't know if it's really a person or robot they're chatting with. I keep learning about these tactics--the most recent lesson in Sealioning. Lastly, the absolute horrific nature of the truth with regards to the industrial levels of child torture and mass murder (most people are not able to consider, let alone accept is real). Learning about this subject matter creates a kind of trauma in itself that requires frequent tending to. 

All that said, once a person just lets that sink in, gets past that firewall, well then, all the vaxxine deaths begin to make sense. All the TDS (Trump Derangement Syndrome) makes sense also. Many other things too like thousands of years of the Vatican finding that lone wolf bad priest, bishop, cardinal, etc. every few years after having him shipped from parish to parish again and again until a large swath of the countryside was finally taking up farm tools and torches, storming on the home of the priest, cardinal or bishop with the Pope commencing to finally defrock the one who got caught, and throwing out some gold trinkets to quench the righteous anger of the masses also makes sense. They all promise it was that one bad apple. The gunman was a lone-wolf shooter. It's not a systemic problem, they never come right out and say. They and their networks dismiss anyone who begins to make those connections with labels like crazy conspiracy theorist. We have systemic white male racism, according to the Pedocrats: "White Males" like Kyle Rittenhouse who take up arms, defending himself and his country against a pedosadist in the act of committing other crimes. Guns are dangerous, The Pedocrats tell us, too dangerous to be entrusted to the little people. Dare not ask where or how the mass shooter got the very expensive truck, guns and ammo. Dare not ask why the reality of adverse side effects can't be discussed or how mRNA technologies so quickly got included in the definition of Vaccines. They need us too busy and to intimidated to ask dangerous questions. They can’t stand to lose another Island like Jeffrey Epstein’s or have another hundred mama bears saying no to transgender story time at public libraries. 

Where society stands today, there could be another billion or so deaths of children following their receipt of this "safe and effective" bioweapon, and these clot shots would somehow stay on the market. It's that way because enough cult adherents remain in key positions and because enough people refuse to look at the evidence, believing in the lies of some very corrupt and other very sick people. In France, lawmakers are attempting to criminalize even the criticism of this bioweapon.: (https://bnnbreaking.com/politics/frances-new-law-curbing-anti-vaccination-rhetoric-or-infringing-free-speech). 

What's it going to take for the remaining 30-40% of Americans who would probably lick Rachel Maddow's or Anderson Cooper's boots to snap out of this trance? Sadly, it probably requires a complete collapse of the economy, the ultimate cult idol. The fiat dollar system needs to fail; then this horrid magic ends. How many more children need to die or be significantly injured "coincidentally" (or for a "good cause" like herd immunity where a significant portion of the herd is actually destroyed, but wow, it's somehow "immune") following this cult's sacramental mRNA injection series? 

Or must it go down like this: The draft has been restored and now to include grade-school age children. After all, they can start their glamorized and celebrated "Gender-Affirming Care" without parental consent; so then it stands to reason hundreds of thousands of 11-18 year olds (together with millions of 18-70 year-olds) can also be drafted to fight the Valiant fight for Democracy in Ukraine with Zelensky promising to train them first. Or will these monsters dare conscript anyone over the age of 5 to go "train” and heroically serve with the famous and beloved drag entertainer/President Zelensky. What if they provide a few hundred, maybe even a few thousand dollars to desperate families?  How messed up are we as a country? I think of how pop star Usher was sent by his mother to live with P Diddy for a year, learning the Gangsta Culture ropes as a youngster. What kind of mother does that? I don't want to judge, but WTF? A messed-up mother, I suppose. I envision the potential MSM hosting non-stop propaganda, successfully gas-lighting another 10-12% into thinking this hellish and inhumane idea has the support of billions. You're a racist/insurrectionist/anti-Semitic dangerous threat to (the pedocrat's) democracy if you say "No!" 

Or would that fail miserably? I honestly don't know. 

God, I pray there's real action going down to stop this next holocaust in the making, that we really do have a floundering millennia-old crime syndicate and cult having their figureheads plucked off one by one with their remaining soldiers scrambling to replace their "Stars" and "Visionary Leaders" with masked-up fakes, slipping up enough to give me and others like me some fleeting hope and comfort. RealRawNews and other sites like this document the adventures of a White Hat alliance doing just that. There are also those with a compelling argument who say that these sites, along with the Q posts are dangerous hopium or false hope. Like Flat Earth Theory, these sites make us look ridiculous. Some within this Awakening Movement have quite a following; but slowly it's being revealed that they are not who they say they are; they have been capitalizing off our limited time to research everything (see https://rumble.com/v4ca3uu-the-greatest-fraud-on-earth-the-phil-godlewski-story.html).

Another month of WW-WTF with more calls to send billions and billions of dollars to failing war in Ukraine. If we want a border wall, we must send billions and billions and billions, maybe all of our 3rd graders too. I'm fully expecting these demon-possessed neo-cons to include that in the next Border Security Bill. Today we have hopeful news with truckers threatening to send a message to the nuts in New York. Last week I saw news of the public stepping in to curb another potential tragedy at a sports event. Then there was news of YET another trans-woman committing a mass shooting, this time in a mega-church with the usual suspects calling to enact more gun laws to further erode the 2nd Amendment here in the US, so when the hoards of illegal immigrants demand to take our homes and children, we aren't armed enough to put up a good fight. 

I'm honestly betting on a lot of these illegals not being good mercenary material or perhaps even fragging the general's tent once they see what's really going on. The Awakening is unstoppable. Tucker awakened. I think Putin is another example of a truly awakened person. Trump as well. These were imperfect men who had it all or nearly so, coming into the awareness that something greater than themselves deserves attention and all their fight. During the Tucker/Putin interview, Putin brings up a time when Tucker nearly joined the CIA. Like a street gang, it's difficult to exit or say no to something that's gone too far (like in the allowing/facilitating/organizing/profiting from the raping of children of  on an industrial scale). I forget exactly how Putin said it, but he mentioned God. "Thank God you didn't do that" or something to that effect. Yes, thank God! God is real, God breaks through, and only God can save us from the web of evil that's been woven through all of our once-trusted institutions, throughout every industry, between the morbidly wealthy descendants of Cain, likely off-planet or not-human life on this planet, and a lot of other people led astray with systemic trauma.

I pray a mighty prayer, not for my glory but the glory of God that every last child rape racket gets shut down in short time, and that we have a healing of our nation and the entire world, in Mighty Yeshua's Name. Amen.

I'm so glad there are beautiful beacons of light doing a better job than I can, staying on top of the news and remaining at peace. I'll post some of that below.