Well, we made it through the election. The night of the election, when they called it for Trump around 10:30 pm Pacific Time and the day after when I woke up reading that a billion ballots hadn't arrived at 3am to swing it back for Kamala, I felt like we shifted timelines. Yet just a week and a half later as it is at the time of my writing, a strange sensation overtook me today. It feels like I'm personally having to reconcile the last few years emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I suppose that has something to do with witnessing a small segment of the country losing their minds, similar to how they did 8 years ago. We have one end of the bell curve doing this, and a small segment on the other end is rejoicing, but the majority of the country is carrying on like nothing big has happened. That creates cognitive dissonance, a paradox of surreal-ness for me, knowing that something really big is actually happening; just not seeing the full benefits of it yet. I'm also hearing and seeing a lot about the ones losing their mind on social media, but (thankfully) I'm not seeing it in analog life. I feel like it's coming, or at least happening elsewhere though--this strange sensation of clashing timelines.
Although much of California has "turned Red", I live in a county that was still supposedly predominantly blue on the 2024 election map. While I'd normally be suspicious of these maps, I know some black-pilled Republicans who have more confidence in their stash of firearms and MRE's than the government having any redeeming characteristics (or any "White Hat Alliance"). They've lost any confidence in fair and transparent elections here in California, and I have a hard time arguing with them. Mom, for instance, didn't vote this time despite my encouragement. She finally sees what I've been talking about for years. Both Mom and I know a lot of these hard left Democrats who somehow seem to be keeping it together, probably thanks to the Zoloft, Buspar, and may be even some Ativan. I talk to these people daily. I have to navigate around them in the health food store and Costco. I work with them. Some are patients or other professionals in my sphere. We just don't talk politics much anymore. I used to and I've tried to be polite and forgiving lately. Perhaps I am more stunned and disgusted by the antisocial or other inappropriate things they'd blurt out occasionally. This happened a couple months ago: A nursing colleague bemoaned how Donald Trump's latest assassin wasn't successful. My gut reaction was to ask how such a sentiment could possibly be considered normal or appropriate, even acceptable in a modern civilized world with laws against murder, etc. I feel sorry and sometimes sick over the state of these people. The media has been modeling or promoting with innuendo and “art” for the last 8-9 years that assassination of Donald Trump is perfectly fine. I am grieved over how some of my friends and colleagues have been cult indoctrinated by the friends and slaves of Jeffrey Epstein and P. Diddy. I chose to just give my colleague a stunned look. I might have even said, "Wow," although she probably didn't even notice.
There's this highly charged aspect, and then there's hundreds of other smaller, yet still important points. They feel like burs in my socks--like the word democracy. People often say our country is a democracy. They refer to our system of governance as a democracy when it is not--or at least it's a gross oversimplification. I know from my formal education and recent refreshing on the US Constitution and the California Constitution that this country, the United States were/was founded and still functions (although poorly) as a constitutional republic, a government based upon rule of law with democratic features. It also has some features of a monarchy, and that's where the president and governors come in. Would we ever refer to our government as a monarchy? Probably not, but it would be just as reasonable to say that so and so is a threat to our monarchy. Our California flag has the word Republic on it. My friends and I are so polarized when it comes to these foundational things that it hardly matters that Republic is written right on our State flag. Anyone can go out and look upon it Monday through Friday on Main Street. This is how I know that some of my friends are literally cult indoctrinated. I see it from shills on social media all the time--liberals calling us a MAGA Cult. It was curious to me when Merrily, a once-close nursing associate, projected this, telling me I've been terribly misguided and indoctrinated. This was years ago, but I still remember her wide-eyed look at me like it was yesterday. We stared at each other, looking the other right in the eyes, thinking the same thing about the other. I haven't seen her in at least 6 years. We've lost touch. She was an otherwise-smart and wildly talented individual; a powerhouse at getting things done. She had business acumen and impressive skill at making jewelry. I purchased her craft, and I miss her dearly at times.
I think about others like her where similar things have happened--this time concerning the COVID vaxxine. (Please pardon my inability to bring myself to write the word vaccine when it comes to the mRNA bioweapons. I've watched too many colleagues endure needless vaxxine injury to ever go along with the gaslighting that this is anything but war on 99% of humanity.) One associate in particular was a Christian Republican woman who's husband was running for office. I helped with a donation. She was our Infection Preventionist (IP) Nurse. Although we shared political leanings and a love of Jesus, we butted heads a number of times about the supposedly "Safe and Effective" COVID interventions. She said something to me one time indicating she thought I was misguided. I was heartbroken that we couldn't see eye-to-eye about such important things. I saw something so big happening--including the initial announcement of the COVID "Green Zones" (their planned concentration camps for the unvaxxed) that the CDC was trying to set up. I recently caught a ZeroHedge article with the author obviously still processing like I am. (See https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2024-11-08/cdc-planned-quarantine-camps-nationwide). This stuff is so big that I frequently think to myself, DEAR GOD, DID THIS JUST REALLY HAPPEN? THANK YOU, GOD, FOR GETTING US THROUGH THIS. YIKES. IT'S NOT OVER. GOD HELP US GET THROUGH THE REST OF IT.
The IP Nurse has also since moved on, never once even texting. A few months ago I lost a great deal of my phone contacts, including hers, deleting my old emails. Yet I think about her often, praying she is all right. Many of my friends at church got the shots. They're figuring the truth out, thankfully. There is nothing beyond what God can do if they only ask. I've seen too many miracles to ever think otherwise. My church friends/associates are coming around about Trump as well, but it's conversation that comes up very infrequently because of the awkward tension and very tight finances here still in California. My free time for nurturing friendships is cut short still due to working full time and being frugal with spare time to keep an organized home and tending to family matters. I cannot even run the heat like I'd like to because the electric bill could climb to over $600 dollars a month if I do. So, I'm wearing long johns, a turtle neck and a jacket. So much energy is devoted to self-preservation and the care of those in my small circle.
I feel called to intercessory prayer for my California, my Democrat and/or vaxxine-injured friends/associates, and myself regarding the tension, because sometimes that’s all I can do with opportunities for conversation and debate so rare. People seem sore, and I am mentally and emotionally exhausted, or maybe just pressed for time as noted above. Sometimes it's just awkward. Then when it comes to some of my professional associates, I have to throw my hands up, resolved to the possibility that many of them need a multidisciplinary team made up of experienced therapists of all different varieties like the cognitive/behavioral type, music and even horticultural therapists; massage therapists could be helpful as psychological traumas are often stored in muscle. Then for the acute phases a psychiatrist might be needed for some medicine--although the goal should be not to continue on pharmaceuticals indefinitely as the industry has been prone to do lately. It may even be necessary to have a chaplain with the skills of an exorcist for some of the more extreme situations.
When I look at what is going on in the Awakening Movement, I see just such a team effort, gradually deprogramming and righting the ship of our people. We have the meme therapists, the vloggers, the bloggers, the comedians and teachers. There's Jan Halper-Hayes providing very clear academic-level insights. Then there's the prayer and intercessory teams like Elijah Streams, Open the Heavens events, and Delora Obrien's The Gathering Movement. Some of them like Clay Clark’s missionary work have done excellent at covering not just the spiritual but the other aspects of this therapeutic experience. I know many of the Left won't gravitate to these events, but they are available supports for those like myself so that we don't feel alone in the wilderness. I am so thankful to be part of a digital community that is coping with what's going on in a healthy way. We have to be a strong, healthy, and moral people to correctly run a our Constitutional Republic and to effectively fight its enemies--both foreign and domestic.
Without the moral compass, we will eventually have trans athletes dominating and destroying women's sports, and other more horrific crimes being called "The New Normal". Without the teachers, vloggers and bloggers, we will have people led astray with polypharmacy, vaxxines, toxic food, and promotion of gender dysphoria that all result in certain illness if not death. The actual misinformation about our form of government being simply a democracy, when it is so much more complex than that, results in being led down a path of communism by small degrees, insidiously over several generations. In California, we are all but there, nestled in the bosom of Red China. Without the necessary corrections, we will have a military tricked into resumption of fighting wars for all the wrong reasons; we will have a people misled into fighting a more full-blown civil war than what we have already. Our people have even been coerced into becoming half-witting child abusers, taking their children to the doctor when told to by the school system, repeatedly injuring them despite overwhelming evidence that the draconian vaccine schedule is doing outrageous harm to our children. Without trustworthy leadership in our institutions, we will have a weak, sick, mentally ill and dangerous public. This is finally getting addressed with the appointment of Bobby Kennedy to an important position. He’s also doing the modeling/role-modeling work of those in the Democrat Party going from one paradigm to another. I’ve always liked him for his work fighting for vaccine-injured children and their families. He’s also bringing up the dangers of toxic ingredients in food and our drinking water.
Not all of President Trump’s appointments will be as fantastic as RFK Jr., and not that he's perfect or should be idolized. He's just a man with some insight and expertise. Some of these appointments will prove themselves to be horrid Uniparty sell-outs that many of us suspect them to be. The Swamp Draining isn’t even close to being done imho, and this method (of appointing communist-colluders, bloodthirsty neocon war hawks or Pedo Fight Club members) has been successful at weeding them out eventually in the past. I don’t think we’re done seeing it. Others I listen to have said so also. This seems to be a source of frustration for some in the MAGA Movement, but I think it’s best to just accept this as part of a more complex process than just simple governance. It’s one of cleaning out corruption and deprogramming a cult-indoctrinated population. At least 30-40% is still having a hard time with Trump. Then we have a larger segment, I’m guessing 70-80% of the entire US population that would say yes if they honestly responded to the question, would you be fearful if the majority of your friends, family and associates, including your boss knew you were a vaccine skeptic.
There really is still a lot of work to get done, and that’s where I must bring up how we must acknowledge and deal with the million or so Satanic Cult adherents that have likely participated in rituals that included crimes against children. The average person would think this impossible and even delusional. I wish that were so. WikiLeaks dump aside, the ugly stats and other known facts on secretive subcultures like this one and child trafficking--information that is readily available on government websites, as well as the leniency in laws concerning child sexual assault in some states like California and Colorado will eventually wake up more people, especially as we have more celebrities like P. Diddy perp-walked on mainstream television news and entertainment. It may take another dozen highly-publicized arrests over the next 20-30 years, because the magnitude and details of these crimes is so disturbing that it’s better to help people guard their psyche, not throw too much at them with regards to the horrific realities. Thankfully, men with guns are on a mission, taking care of this monstrosity of a problem. Government websites document hundreds if not thousands of related arrests. Seasoned New York police officers committed suicide over this kind of information a few years ago (web search "Anthony Weiner's laptop"). Was it suicide or were they suicided? I pray efforts are made to prevent this kind of tragedy from happening again. Help for officers and military needs to be in place and offered at a very low cost, literally subsidized with the confiscated wealth of the monsters who've committed these heinous crimes, and with no judgment or penalty for PTSD-afflicted officers and military. Strong witness protection programs also. Anyway, today I’m just doing a lot of intercession and some rumination: Did that almost just happen?!?! and Did that just really happen?!?! processing. I'll post some more interesting and relevant memes & videos below.
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